hi im tara. Im in love with a boy, that tried his hardest to save me, or atleast it seemed like it. I applaud him for trying. But me? I cant be saved. I cant be fixed. So i dont know why I was so mad when he stopped trying to save me, maybe cause he was the closest thing to saving me. But I fucked up, I keep fucking up. The only thing I feared was losing him. But i did, so now I dont fear a fucking thing.

Fuck the world, it doesnt mean shit. We all go to hell anyways.