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Liam, I hope you are doing fine in heaven or wherever you are. Your brothers came to see you one last time yesterday. I wished that you five could have met in a better way, all alive. I wished that you all could have said that you all loved each other one last time but not in this way we maybe got yesterday. I hope you can find peace. I will never forget how amazing you were. I will never forget everything about such a kind soul as you.
          
          Payno we love and miss you endlessly. 

i hope you are doing fine

Dear Liam, 
          
          I have been thinking of you since yesterday morning, since I sat in my car and heard the one last report on the radio. "One direction member Liam Payne died in a hotel last night at the age of 31." I started to shake, I thought this must be some kind of a joke, a bad beginning of a fictional story from Wattpad. I called my friend, I didn't want to believe what I have heard. I drove to work and acted normal, I've tried so hard to tell myself "no, that can't be true, he's 31, he can't be dead at all" but I was wrong. Nobody said it was a joke or a misunderstanding. Today reading all the posts of the boys seems that I have to accept the fact, that your death Liam must be real. When I came back from work today, all I did was lay in my bed and cry. I cried about having lost you, about the fact that we all never see or hear you again. I cried because of all the memories of you and the 1D boys recently and back then. I cried by seeing videos of you laughing all over my social media pages. 
          
          I hope you can rest in peace.
          My dear Liam, you made my childhood a better place. You and 1D gave me my dearest friends Pia, Johanna & Charlotte. 
          I will always remember you, your sweet laugh, your passion about music and all the kindness you gave to the world.
          I will always love you Liam, no matter what. 
          
          I'm thinking of you and I'm sending all my love to your family, your son and to all people who love you as I do.
          
          Liam, rest in peace beautiful boy.
          
          xoxo, hesminelarry ️

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how are u gorgeous?

Happy Pride Month everyone! Love yourself you are perfect and love the person you want to love! Fuck all people who don't believe in other kinds of love. I will always support you and your path of love! <3 

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i will be offline for a while again, because i'm not in the mood to write since a week and i wanna try a week without social media again. text me if you need me, i will Check my dms ones a day, to help if someone of you doesn't feel good. love u all! <3  

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.. 
          excuse me for the missing chapter yesterday.. i had to do a lot of school stuff.. oops 

hi guys, i just want to say thank u to everyone who send me so much love after my last message on my board! i still smile with little tears in my eyes because of happines. ;)