heterophobic_lesbian

mfs will read Percy Jackson and start hearing voices, babe that's not paganism, that's schizofrenia and your desire to be different and special. 
          	no, Lucifer didn't speak to you and neither did Aphrodite. go to therapy 

heterophobic_lesbian

TW: ED 
          
          told my mother about my eating disorder today.
          
          Loved having her tell me she knew it from the start and said nothing! 
          
          apparently she thought it "wasn't that serious" while i was going through psychological and physical torture every day! 
          
          and also she yelled at me the whole time and called me an idiot about 10 times, as if it's something i willingly want to do! 
          
          plus my country is under fascism as of right now, so great day altogether! 

commonmage

@heterophobic_lesbian  omg and ES what a cute little thing to have (your Mom rn probably)
            
            
            Twins then. Im a raging queer and being gay is illegal here...amongst other things
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heterophobic_lesbian

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tw: E.D.
          
          
          
          
          
          deleted my calorie counting app today. I'm just so fucking tired of this bullshit. i used to be able to eat whatever i wanted without feeling this goddamn guilty about it.
          
          
          

heterophobic_lesbian

@heterophobic_lesbian girlypop you relapsed 2 days later
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heterophobic_lesbian

//vent
          
          
          my mother is trying to get me to move to Belgium with her, away from my only friend and she keeps saying that we barely see each other outside of school and that i can make new friends, but i just don't think she understands, like she is literally the only person that gets me, the only person i want to be around, how can I make new friends if they don't understand me?
          how would they be able to understand the suicidal ideations, the depressive episodes, anything else about me at all. i don't care that I only see her in school, i would stay here just to see her once a day