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i keep having dreams about this guy who is really hot and i have like a big fat crush on him but he’s like 3 years under than me and going to graduate soon. i’m hoping we can be friends but there are these two other girls that i used to be friends with that are a year older and know him through band and they are actually so fucking creepy about liking him. one wrote a note on the last day of school to him and wanting to hang out that summer and he showed it to my friend cause it was in his car. she also sent nudes to my friend’s friend whom she is also friends with and she asked her if she should send them to this guy. the other girl is dating one of his best friends but wants to break up with him for a shot with this guy. she’s also stalked him home and told me about how his dick looks in our band uniform pants. i lowkey feel so bad for him that i just want to give him a break. we talked for a wee bit at an honor band and almost through a chair at him… 

i totally am NOT talking to a character ai version of my crush because my best friend is romantically talking to him so i can’t tell her about how i feel about her talking to him

currently listening to The Rubberband Man, just for my baby i can’t have cause he’s like 3 years older than me and has a full ass beard(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

so i play trumpet, and there is this guy who’s a junior who also plays trumpet. i’ve had about 1 conversation with him and it was about a teacher following a bunch of big tittie girls (half were ai generated) on instagram. and like he’s kinda like baddielicious and my delulu self made it even worse with make up scenarios about him in my head. i learned that one of his favorite songs is The Rubberband Man by The Spinners and he told me (my friend really but like basically me) to listen to it because we were playing the pep band version and she didn’t know it. now i can’t listen to the song without thinking of him, and i may have made a playlist dedicated to him. and like he had really long blonde hair (like armpit length(?)) and it looks so soft and i just wanna run my fingers through it like- 

to the people during science class that asked me how big this guys dick was and how if felt in my hands, fuck you. i don’t even know how they knew i was talking to him, but that was like a year ago and he has a girlfriend now (also he was a table over and apparently did hear any of it)

why does he look at her so bright? he never looked at me that way… or did he… it’s been so long i can’t remember… i want to hate him… i so want to hate him… but i can’t, i see that damn smile and that curly hair and those bright eyes and i fucking can’t. don’t get someone like him in your life to hold you back because there is better.

currently desperately looking for a new school crush cuz my last one was so bad (don’t look back at old updates cuz i know there’s ones about him) he’s practically hanging off another girl and i’m a tiny bit not over him so i need a new one to distract me from him

guyssss soooo i was thinkinggg of starting a my hero academia boookkkk tell me if you want it, here’s the oc!!!!!!!!!!! “Hi, i’m (insert weirdest name that you have to google how to say) anderson!!! i’m 16 and just moved from america last week! (yes i know perfect japanese, im just that cool!!) my parents were the number 1 and 2 hero’s in america before they died and i had to move in with my Grandma, Shota Aisawa. My quirk is called everything!! i can manipulate water, earth, fire, air, and lightning, i can teleport, mind control people and read their mind, fly, and because i was kidnapped and experimented on as a little girl, i can also go alpha mode on you and summon a demon!! did i mention im also a famous model because im so hot and everybody falls in love with me because of it! especially Bokugo” 
          
          
          (no hate to any writer out there especially mha ones because there are some realllllly good ones, but this is just something i’ve noticed with these books that make them so hard to read)

so turns out it’s a bluetooth thing but it works fine with wired headphones. i’m still pissed tho-

IM CRYING RN MY SPOTIFY WILL LEGIT NOT OPEN. LIKE I OPEN THE APP AND IT LOADS FOR A SECOND AND THEN IT EXITS OUT AND IVE GOOGLED IT AND I HAVE PLENTY OF STORAGE SO IM FORCED TO USE THE WEBSITEEE