Sometimes I'm frustrated. Want to end this useless life. But again and again only IKON that makes me spirited again. I know people say love to idol is fake. But how else, nowadays even no one loves me sincerely. I'm always alone. God ... Please give me one person, who can love me with sincerity, which makes me think that life is happy. Evil as a human being, wanting to die is not grateful that many people out there want to live longer. I just want my life more useful. Clearly I want to have one person only .... Who understands me ... Who loves me .. Who sincerely accept me what it is ... I want to go from this world .. Just For today .... please ...