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i haven't gone back into this account in ... 8 years? holy fuck 8 years. i'm a lot better at writing now (though there's still far to go). i've been through and done a lot since then, and this account was perhaps the first step to those. i'm proud of myself, despite the visceral reaction to that fuckass bio and all memories (and sins) it brought back. i'm glad this account was active at some point.