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heyz228

sorry ig to tired and forgot to update but my dog is now fine we aren't really sure what caused him to do that but we r just happy that he's okay anyway i feel like crap i had to go shopping for an outfit a couple days ago and didin't find anything so i will end up going again today sometime because i have this big audition for an honor band coming up on saturday and i absolutley hate shopping for clothes because of how i look and i obviously can't dress like i normally to i have to dress up and do my hair and all of that i really wanted to dress in guys clothes just because i'm more comfortable in them but my step mom said no because i'm a 'girl' and i need to dress like one which iritated me then goes "are you gay or something?" when she knows im not straight which really hurt and she kinda just through it out there like she didin't think it would be offensive but yeah hope u guys have a good sunday or whatever day it is where u live bye

heyz228

okay what we know so far is that our dog should be fine but my dad is staying home with him just for today but i texted my mother yesterday to see if i could come get my things that were at her house since i no longer lived with her and she said she threw everything out and she didn't have my permission nor did she pay for most of my stuff i did and so did my dad and step mom i probably had about over 300 dollars worth of stuff over their but she said some damn exuse and so i ended up calling her and yelling at her then she started acting like an imature child so i told her to go to hell (which i do not regret and i do not mean to offend anyone with this post, but if it's offensive to anyone just let me know i will take it down)

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hey guys um something happened and i dont know what will end up happening in the end it with my dog we woke up him screaming and whinning his stomach was completely swollen we think he ate something my dad rushed him to the emergency vet and we r heading over later i haven't been able to stop crying and no one is answering but i will be sure to update if we hear something

heyz228

i really dont want to update any stories rn so i will just post this anyways iv'e been doing much better my self esteem is still non existent but iv'e started eating again and just feeling better all together but i literally had homework for nearly every class and a project but i got most of it done i just need to finish my thing that i have for band and yeah it is freezing in my house because my dad wont turn the heat on even though it's been in the mid to high 40's for the past few days and he thinks it hot which i dont understand but that mean i can be in really sof sweaters all day and also be wrapped p in a blanket all day also i got new candles today and i loooveeee them i just really like candles but i probably gonna be busy this coming week because i have stuff after school and have to help my step mom with her craft shows that she goes to and also she hosting this one thing at our house monday so yeah at lest i will be busy so i can distract myself from bad thoughts so yeaaaa bye!

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hey guys dk who will actually look at this but iv'e been going through a really hard time lately people at school dont really notice because iv;e always been good at hiding it but really iv'e been having thoughts again about my past and my self esteem is at the worst it's ever been i haven't been sleeping or really eating at all and so i'm never really in a good mood anymore but i hide it because people always say rude shit if i show my emotions like emotions are something that they were shocked that i had but anyways yeah i hope you guys are all doing well stay safe and healthy for me

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