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I keep it hundred in case you twist your blade
          

Don’t try to save me, man. Save yourself.
          'Cause I stopped needing anything from you the moment you showed who you were. 

Just got cheated on, no it’s not my day
          That’s not my bitch, she’s not my girl, she’s not my bae.

It's ironic, you were the broken one, but I was the one begging to be saved. When light has never found you, you can't tell who's falling apart anymore

You will come to find moonlit nights disturbingly hollow.
          For when you call my name into them, nothing will answer back.
          Your heart will never stop aching for me,
          and your mind will cling to a fragile comfort, insisting what you did was brave

When no one bothers to wake you, no one stays awake waiting for you, and your choices echo only back to yourself… is that independence, or just silence wearing a crown?

What doesn’t kill you…
          rips your innocence to shreds,
          shuts down your trust in anyone,
          makes you question why anyone would ever love you. Survival becomes automatic, a daily ritual of pain,
          waking up each morning to the same empty questions,
          trapped in shadows that laugh at how broken you’ve become.
          What doesn’t kill you steals pieces of yourself you’ll never get back…
          and leaves you alive only to know the joke was on you all along

I give thee notice:
          my care is spent.
          Not in fury, nor in grief,
          but in a stillness colder than hate.
          I reclaim my heart from where I left it in thy keeping,
          for no soul should govern what it cannot guard.
          Think not this distance born of wound or fear.
          It is resolve.
          I choose myself where once I chose thee.
          Thou didst not break me in thy leaving but in mistaking me for one who begs remembrance.
          I stand sovereign in the silence thou didst presume would undo me.
          So go, unburdened by my regard;
          my will moves where thy flame cannot reach,
          and my indifference answers all.
          

'Specially in the night
          I'm scared that I'll miss you 
          Happens every time 
          I don't want this feelin'
          I can't afford.

My body turns, and yearns for a sleep that won't ever come