I have a friend, she is the closest to me. She is also a kpop fan but today she told me something. Both of us love exo, my bias is Sehun (I guess you can see it from my fanfiction) and hers was Baekhyun.
She told me she is out from kpop today. I actually kinda knew it just yesterday night when I saw her instagram, she deleted all her pictures and posted a blank picture with the caption," I never regret it, I just wished it never happened." At that instance, I checked her following. She is no longer following any of Baekhyun's fanpage.
So I whatsapped her and asked her about it. I asked her what happened and she said nothing. And today, when we met each other, she told me she quit kpop. I felt sad and disappointed. Because kpop is like maybe our only source of happiness and I don't know what made her choose this decision. Because when exo came to Singapore, we went to the concert together. She was totally crazy about it. She was running here and there.
My point of story is, I know people change. Since last year, many of us changed because serious things happened to the fandom and exo. I really hope everyone of us now can actually support them until the end, for however long we can.
There is a quote I would like to share. I found it on tumblr so credits to the owner if anybody knows.
"It was exo-l that stayed when exo couldn't stay together in the end." And this is so true.
If you read until here, thank you and have a nice day/ night. Saranghae