hicloudyhoe-

Heyya there, 
          	Long time no see,huh.
          	
          	I miss you guys, I miss writing, I miss reading novels and fanfictions, I miss commenting on someone else's work, I miss writing down my prompt dialogue for a chapter, I miss responding to some comments or messages, I miss the feeling when I write while crying, I miss when I yelled at the character when I wrote about them, I miss when I curse and cry ugly when reading something, I miss reading Wattpad comments wether it's on mine works or anyone's, I miss typing a whole plot just to erase it because it doesn't make sense, I miss when I can write without care, I miss when someone messages me, I miss the moment I just stare at the wall or ceilings to think the words, I miss the moment I listen to sad music to get in character for a character I wrote. 
          	
          	I miss all of it dearly. 
          	
          	Sadly, I can't anymore, I don't have any motivation, I don't want to continue writing, I hate that feeling when I write it for an assignment, I dislike the weird glance when people figure out who's the owner of this account. I am stressed from thinking about what to write, when I must update it, why I must write it rushly. I feel wrong to ship my bias with his own teammates. I disgusted with myself that I wrote about them like that. 
          	
          	I'm sorry, maybe I will take down some of my work. Especially the Dino (svt) oneshot .

hicloudyhoe-

Heyya there, 
          Long time no see,huh.
          
          I miss you guys, I miss writing, I miss reading novels and fanfictions, I miss commenting on someone else's work, I miss writing down my prompt dialogue for a chapter, I miss responding to some comments or messages, I miss the feeling when I write while crying, I miss when I yelled at the character when I wrote about them, I miss when I curse and cry ugly when reading something, I miss reading Wattpad comments wether it's on mine works or anyone's, I miss typing a whole plot just to erase it because it doesn't make sense, I miss when I can write without care, I miss when someone messages me, I miss the moment I just stare at the wall or ceilings to think the words, I miss the moment I listen to sad music to get in character for a character I wrote. 
          
          I miss all of it dearly. 
          
          Sadly, I can't anymore, I don't have any motivation, I don't want to continue writing, I hate that feeling when I write it for an assignment, I dislike the weird glance when people figure out who's the owner of this account. I am stressed from thinking about what to write, when I must update it, why I must write it rushly. I feel wrong to ship my bias with his own teammates. I disgusted with myself that I wrote about them like that. 
          
          I'm sorry, maybe I will take down some of my work. Especially the Dino (svt) oneshot .

hicloudyhoe-

Hi guys, 
          
          Please Read this. 
          
          I'm gone for weeks because I'm having an exam week. For three weeks but I'm having three more days because I take additional subjects. 
          
          After the exams, I'm going to a golf tournament. Straight the next day after I literally finished my last paper. So, I'm going to be so busy.
          
          For anyone that is waiting for stories update I'm so so sorry. I have a pack schedule for the past few weeks. 
          
          Thank you for reading, liking and waiting for the story that I updated before. For now, I'm going to focus on school and my tournament. I'm asking for your understanding, thank you.
          
          -shjr-

hicloudyhoe-

When I read my story that I published, I'm always wondering how the heck someone reading this. I always cried because of the cringed and the embarrassing situation that I wrote. Badly want to delete it then kill myself...oh god...

ateezatinylightiny

Hello sunflower~~~ how are you doing these days? Ik you said that you would be off randomly but I can't stop myself from worrying. The thing that we only get to know about you just when you upload anything with side notes. I hope you're eating and sleeping well. Don't stress much as it will effect your health. If you're feeling down then do what you like the most. If you feel like sleep then sleep, same goes for eating, walking, sitting, wasting time on shows or anything. But take care of your health. Idk nor I would be able to know your current situation but just know that you're doing great and you're the sunshine I need, we need, your family needs.
          
          You will probably get bored by reading half way through but stay strong for yourself sunflower. And also YOU'RE ALWAYS SO AMAZING SO I WILL WAIT FOR YOU EVERYTIME!!

ateezatinylightiny

@hicloudyhoe- I swear to the universe maker if you don't stay healthy and positive then I will fly to your country. Idk what you're going through but you gotta know that you're really important to NOT just people outside but to yourself too. It will definitely be hard for you to change overnight(it's not that easy ofc) however all you can do is make yourself happy and survive well. I want you to stay happy cause you're an amazing little human
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hicloudyhoe-

@ateezatinylightiny hi there, I think I'm fine this day? AHAHAHAHHA. I tried to eat and sleep but it becoming hard day by day. I will try to not stress to much. Thank you so much for checking me up. Your message make me cry AHAHAHAHHA. I love you babe
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hicloudyhoe-

Hey there,
          
          It's been a long time since I uploaded anything. The problem is I don't have enough time to write. Moreover, I think I don't have any touch about this writing. I don't have any idea that come up on mind when I open my requests notes.
          
          In addition, if I one day that I suddenly disappear without news please pray for me. I've been struggling with myself and have hard time as I don't have anyone to tell. I also get some soft bullied from my friends. I hope you understand with my condition.
          
          Despite that, I take this opportunity to apologise for all of you who's been waiting for the stories. I apologise that I can't keep my promise to some of you all, I hope you can forgive me. I author-nim apologise for being silent for so long, didn't upload anything, and breaking my promises.
          
          
          ☁︎ love you all, hope to meet you soon. ☁︎

hicloudyhoe-

✨DK beanie is in process ✨
          
          I love it so far, this crochet project is so great and it doesn't have to be so neat when doing it because the 'messy' is the highlight.
          
          My yarn also being close to finish pray for me so that I don't have to buy another yarn  Dk beanie but cheaper version heheh. 
          
          Bye see you soon with another chapter maybe?