FlowerIsTrash

Love I’m so happy I found this you have no idea I don’t know when/if you’ll be back but I miss you so goddamn much I can’t handle 9 months without you it hurts so bad I have so much to tell you that I can’t even say here but I made actual friends! Irl! You should be proud! Lucien’s healthy and misses his other mom! I went off on your mom and so did my mom and basically I’m not allowed to see you cause I called your mom An abusive bitch and said she deserved to die for what she did to both of us lol. I have so much more but be more chill is on broadway and be less single made me think of you and I have no many friends you’d be se proud and I’m eating a little better and GOD I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU MY LITTLE DYKE HEART CANT HANDLE IT!!!!! Anyway ily and cry nearly every day cause I miss you so much I’m so in love with you I can’t wait for you to hear the playlist I made especially the new be more chill songs like sync up and loser geek whatever. I also have grown a fondness for Jake Dillinger and I might watch black butler just for you. Ariel I love you so much. So much. So so goddamn much because of you I had the confidence to come out abt the stuff with Victoria and I love you and my best friend who I met just a few DAYS after you left loves you too and said she can’t wait to meet you