hidelikeawallflower

Every moment has made its way to becoming this one. Live intentionally. Love selflessly.

Watch Me Fade 

Hey,
          I've been gone for a while now. I don't know why entirely. Maybe because I lost myself or maybe because I couldn't find missing pieces. My latest post is "Him." I hope you guys enjoy it.
          -Q

Hey,
          It's been quite a while since I've posted. I think I'm going to add a few more things I've written recently. Been in a really bad place that doesn't seem to be improving. I'll get there though. I have before. I will again. I'll be in Washington for a while. Message me if we lost touch. :)
          -Q

***WARNING!!! This contains some vulgar language.***
          Why do we live in a society where being beautiful is defined by your size or your bust? Why do we live in a world where our definition of beauty is not our personality or the way we treat others, but the way we look and what we wear? I am so sick and tired of people asking me what I would change about myself if I got the chance. And I am beyond sick of people being so offended by the beauty of others. Jealousy is the worst look on any one of us, it really is. We all have something to be proud of. We shouldn't be shy because we're afraid of negative judgement. We shouldn't hide from new people because we don't like the way we look. And we sure as hell shouldn't be scared of the society we live in because 90% of the people in it are pompous assholes who believe that you have to be a "10" to make it anywhere. I'm sad and sorry to say that our society has become so bitter and miserable, that suicide is a 'good' option by many of your definitions. Suicide should never be an option, especially if it's because someone commented on the width of your nose or waist-line. I'm a firm believer that everyone has a billion more better qualities than they do bad ones. I'm also a firm believer in blind love and friendship. We all have no reason to hate who we are or how we look. Because we weren't born to please others, we were born to live our lives the way we want to. And if you change the way you look. Fine. If you change the way you act. So be it. And if you pay for your friends. Be my guest. But the only person you're hurting, is yourself. Because then you'll never know what people truly do love you for YOU. And that's not okay by any means. And that is what is so fucked up about our society. That we think the only way we can accept ourselves is if everyone else does first. That's fucking disgusting.

I hope everyone is liking 'Diagnosed to Live Without Life'! There are going to be a few plot twists in the coming chapters. So brace yourselves. :)

Chapter 11 to 'Diagnosed to Live Without Life' is officially up and ready to be read. :) It's a longer chapter than usual. But I still hope you guys like it. Let me know what you think of it.

Chapter 10 of Diagnosed to Live Without Life is up! It's starting to look like Lily may finally get answers. But will she like them? And then a mysterious surprise shows up at her door. So many more things to come in Chapter 11. Make sure to read it! :)

I have officially added a new chapter to Diagnosed to Live Without Life! :D I hope that all of you enjoy it. Sorry for taking so long. I had been in Europe for about a month and just got back. :) So let me know what you think. Chapter Ten is soon to come!

I'm falling overboard. Someone. Anyone. Please save me before I plummet.