hiiamspirit

Y’all don’t understand how hyped I am about Arcane season two. I watched it this morning as soon as I woke up and OMG BETTER THAN I EXPECTED!!!
          	Expect (kind of spoiler—————————) the new team that Cait assembles feels really random and there’s no connection to the characters. Like I have no idea why they were chosen. They’re just slightly more quirky than other enforcers I suppose, but the fact that one of them is LITERALLY A JUNIOR OFFICER is crazy. Hello under qualified! I feel like there will be more interaction with the characters in later episodes though. Can’t wait!

lorrenMc

How are you? Is everything okay?

lorrenMc

@hiiamspirit  oh god , I hope he is okay. At least that he will be better 
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hiiamspirit

@lorrenMc thanks for checking in! I'm okay. Nicolas is not... I decided to keep in touch with him and a lot has gone down since that night, which developed into a great source of worry in my life to add on to everything I currently deal with..
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lorrenMc

How are you darling?

hiiamspirit

@lorrenMc I'm very pleased knowing he is safe. He reached out again and admitted to still feeling extremely distressed. I hope to offer my assistance so he has a place so safety work out any internal issues. Thank you for your support!
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lorrenMc

@hiiamspirit oh, that’s great ! 
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hiiamspirit

@lorrenMc I’m alright. Good news! Nicolas messaged me. He’s ok. Didn’t give any further details
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hiiamspirit

Y’all don’t understand how hyped I am about Arcane season two. I watched it this morning as soon as I woke up and OMG BETTER THAN I EXPECTED!!!
          Expect (kind of spoiler—————————) the new team that Cait assembles feels really random and there’s no connection to the characters. Like I have no idea why they were chosen. They’re just slightly more quirky than other enforcers I suppose, but the fact that one of them is LITERALLY A JUNIOR OFFICER is crazy. Hello under qualified! I feel like there will be more interaction with the characters in later episodes though. Can’t wait!

muddypawss-

we haven't ever interacted before but i think it's your birthday today?? happy birthday *throws birthday cake*

muddypawss-

@hiiamspirit i saw you mention it on someone's message board lmao X3
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hiiamspirit

@muddypawss- omg it is! Thank you so much! How did u know lol
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hiiamspirit

My hoco date missed the deadline and now I can't go :/ idk what to do
          
          He asked his mom for permission to take me, and she didn't want him to, but would consider it more if one of his friends was taking someone. Well, none of them are, and they're all just going together instead of asking. So, he missed the freaking deadline because he couldn't figure out what to do or convince his friends. It's not his fault but I can't help but be disappointed, yk?

lemonnleafss

@hiiamspirit  |  that sucks a lot :( maybe you guys can do something else instead of hoco? Like a you-and-him thing. It might be a bit more special that way
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hiiamspirit

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I wish I knew there was something to explain the perpetual state of annoyance, frustration, and misery I've felt lately. Like I've just been sad and angry and violent by default, and idk why. Anyone have any answers?
          
          Everything and everyone is kinda pissing me off ig. And no I'm not on my period. But apparently I'm a disgusting failure who can't do anything right or get her shit together so I suppose that could be a reason, but that was a few days ago so I can't explain how I feel today.

TheMemoryBoy

@hiiamspirit of course! I’m glad it actually helped you and hope it will continue to do so ^^
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hiiamspirit

@TheMemoryBoy Thank you so much Memory <3
            
            I had my class retreat this weekend, which was a nice distraction and an awesome chance to get to know my new classmates better. Doing stuff with them made me a lot happier.
            
            I'm trying to look at more positive stuff right now. I'm still upset but at least I'm not doing more to make myself upset. I've been drawing more and talking to friends more. I really appreciate your advice
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TheMemoryBoy

My mood tends to fluctuate like that too, feeling like this ^ but also not exactly knowing why.
            
            It could be due to: the previous things you’ve been feeling, consuming sad/depressing/angering media, not having many recent accomplishments, or something else I can’t think of right now. I don’t exactly know how to help (which I’m sorry for) but my only piece of advice is that you should try watching your favourite shows, listening to your favourite/more positive music, do some art! It might help, it might not, but whether it’s A or B, it might just take your mind off of the way you’re feeling.
            
            Feel better soon <3
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