hisempire

/     hello  is  anyone  alive  :P

bloodbarren

‎   ain’t it too hot to be wearin’ a coat like that this time ‘round?

bloodbarren

@hisempire 
                                   right,   but you gotta be sweatin’ buckets underneath all that. 
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hisempire

@bloodbarren     it  does  not  bother  me,     it  is  simply  year  round  attire  for  me.
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sunbleachdfIies

i heard you the first time.

hisempire

@matriscrimen     did  you,     now?     because  you  do  not  seem  to  be  listening.
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hisempire

@formalfeeds     (     he  listens  to  him  as  he  wets  a  towel  to  help  wipe  away  the  blood  on  theo.     he  hums  in  thoight  before  he  replies.     )     it  is  needed,     in  my  line  of  work.     things  like  this  do  not  phase  me,     i  have  witnessed,     and  done,     much  worse.     you  act  as  if  you  are  some—     heartless  monster,     for  taking  something  that  you  need.     it  may  be  unfortunate,     but  i  saw  how  you  looked  beforehand.     you  were  barely  coherent,     you  were  starving.     and  here  for  are,     feeling  remorse  and  beating  yourself  up  over  this.     not  many  others  could  say  the  same  for  themselves.     you  are   /   good,   /   theo.     this  does  not  change  that.
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hisempire

@formalfeeds     there  is  no  need  to  thank  me.     i  told  you  i  would  be  here  for  you,     and  i  am.     i  will  not  simply  abandon  you.     i  cannot  imagine  that  being  alone  in  such  a  state  would  make  this  any  better.     (     he  leads  the  other  upstairs  and  through  his  bedroom  to  his  connecting  bathroom.     )     let’s  get  you  cleaned  up.
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hisempire

@formalfeeds     i  did  not  say  you  must  kill  every  day.     i  know  you  cannot  do  that,     i  know.     but  it  has  to  be  more  often  than  it  has  been,     or  we  will  be  right  back  here  again.     and  i  know  how  this  must  make  you  feel,     so  i’m  simply  trying  to  think  of  ways  that  we  can  prevent  this  from  happening  again.

hisempire

@formalfeeds     i  told  you,     there  is  no  shame.     you  tried  your  best,     but  you  were  neglecting  yourself  of  something  that  you  need.     you  may  have  to  start  feeding  more  often.     your  diet  is  not  sufficing.     (     he  stands  again,     and  he  notices  the  avoidance  of  eye  contact  immediately.     )     theo.     can  you  look  at  me?