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I love them :(\ 
          
          〟oh hush now, I am only fixing your mess of a hair ~ 〞

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            〟that is true .. 〞
               He confessed softly, fingers curling   in the strands of shadows, watching as they fell back to their place. 
            
            〟so perfect .. 〞 
              He added, a small smile curling on his lips as he would shift and sit up a bit . 
             〟i can never get tried of it, it's so soft .. 〞
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                 He let his eyes drift shut as the man’s fingers combed gently through his hair , a quiet huff escaping through his nose.  It was soothing — more comforting than he’d expected.  He could’ve easily fallen asleep if it kept up much longer.  A faint smile tugged at the corner of his lips.  “ You just wanted an excuse to play with my hair , ”  he teased.  It was a rare joke coming from him these days , but around Nukoyo , humor always seemed to come a little more naturally.
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              In the best way imaginable <3 \ 
            
            〟 oh but it is , look here . 〞
              He would whisper, picking and choosing between the strands, shuffling through them like a deck of cards before running his fingers over them, dropping them forward over his face . 
            
              〟there, now I can properly fix it .. 〞
              He cooed, stealing a quick peck to his head before starting to fixate each strand by its own trail . 
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〟can you ever SHUT UP !? .. no— no I wasn't talking to you. I swear . 〞
          
          
          Revenge >:'( \ 

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                 Nukoyo always found a way back into Kael’s thoughts , settling somewhere deep in his heart no matter how hard life tried to pull them apart.  If Kael were ever to meet his end , he knew Nukoyo would be the last person on his mind.  Through every hardship , he had remained by his side , and Kael wanted to hold onto every moment they had left , however many that might be.  He still carried the guilt of how cruelly he had treated him when they reunited after so many years , but he had finally accepted the truth:  Nukoyo wasn’t leaving.  And this time , Kael refused to be the one to push him away.
            
                 A faint smile tugged at his lips — small enough to be missed , but undeniably sincere.  Without hesitation , he reached out and took Nukoyo’s hand.  His gloves were gone , leaving nothing between their skin , and the warmth of the touch spread through him in a way he hadn’t expected.  He gave a quiet nod.  “ Alright , ”  he murmured.  “ I’ll come with you. ”  His fingers tightened gently around the other’s hand.  “ You won’t ever have to be alone again.  I promise. ”
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            〟you're probably right .. I haven't been one that got the best sleep lately .. 〞
            
             He sighed out, hand moving to run through his hair before glancing around, he can feel his vision blurring every now and then, it had been like that for a few days now. 
            
              He just never thought it would get under his skin this horribly. 
            Glancing back, his heart flipped slightly at the comments. 
             Even through everything Nukoyo had done, the other still cared for him .. 
              He felt awful. 
            
             Walking closer, his hand moved and took a hold of the others gently, fingers finding their suit as he would give a small smile. 
              〟I am happy with you by me ..〞
              It sounded cheesy, but hey it was Nukoyo . 
              〟come with me .. let us rest.. I do not think I will be able to be alone ..  please .. ? 〞
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                 If he had to guess , maybe the man’s condition had something to do with the Rai.  Perhaps his mech had found some impossible way to reach into another person’s mind.  Kael doubted it , but he knew better than to underestimate what his mech might be capable of.  Letting out a quiet sigh , he gave a small shake of his head.
            
                 “ I hope that isn’t what’s happening , ”  he admitted softly , the sincerity in his voice unmistakable.  “ I don’t want you to lose your mind.  Speaking from experience , there’s nothing good waiting for you down that road. ”  His gaze drifted away for a moment before settling back on the man.  “ It’s a curse , not a blessing.  I want you to be happy . . .  not end up like me. ”
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 The water was still, 
              Nothing but the distant sound of droplets echoing around him. 
          
          He tried to keep his breath steady,  detained, and balanced. 
             But his memories.. oh those cursed things that roared in his head like wailing sirens.  
          
            Afloat, his body grew a light tremble, radiating across the water as it broke the barrier of equality he had, making a gasp slip his lips, water engulfing his lungs as he sunk down. 
          
          The taste so bitter, discarding. 
            He coughed beneath only to swallow more, feet kicking as he saw up back to shore. 
          
            Coughing, the water left darkened mud against the sand, fingers coiling to show him that he was still on land. 
            〞.. .. damn it .. .. 〟 
          
            Falling solid, his teeth clenched, just his luck, that's what it was. 
            He'll never be balanced like before, not after everything that happened. 
            His inner mind was losing its sense and sensibility .
           he tried to keep his beloved sane, while he himself was losing his sanity.  

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                 A low grumble rumbled from Kael’s throat , sounding almost annoyed at the thought of the other checking in on him so often.  Still , he couldn’t really complain.  It was one of the few comforts he had left.  Most people had long since stopped caring , leaving only the man standing in front of him.  After another quiet grumble to himself , he let out a tired sigh and gave a reluctant nod.  “ Noted.  I’ll keep that in mind. ”  A faint scoff followed.  “ You really haven’t changed , have you ?  I know I’ve said that before , but . . . ”  His words trailed off with a small shrug.
            
                 To the rest of the organization , Kael was nothing more than a traitor — a threat that had disappeared without leaving so much as a footprint.  They’d searched for him relentlessly , but none of them had found him.  None except Zev.  The one person Kael still thought of as a little brother , the one person he knew he could never bring himself to kill , no matter how loudly the voices demanded it.  During their last encounter , his hands had trembled around the pistol.  For the first time in what felt like forever , he couldn’t pull the trigger.  Rising slowly from the sand , he cleared his throat , the bitter taste of saltwater still clinging to his tongue.  He brushed the dirt from his clothes with his gloved hands before looking toward Nukoyo.  “ Whatever that thing was , it wanted us dead , ”  he said quietly.  “ But . . .  you’re right.  We’re still breathing.  Barely. ”  His gaze drifted toward the waves.  “ I figured we were done for after that. ”  He grimaced to himself.  “ . . .  I hate the water. ”  The words were barely above a whisper.  It wasn’t fear that unsettled him — just the ocean itself , with its endless depth and silence.
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              Nukoyo knelt and sat down properly, staring at  the other, his hand involuntarily moving to fix his hair; a habit he had ever since they've been in the ESA base. 
              His ears went deaf for a moment, staring at their situation almost in irony. How he never saw the two of them as runways but as heroes even, it was beyond hilarious to him how they ended up in this situation where no one could save them if it weren't for each other. 
                 The couch snapped him back to reality, hand setting against his face, studying those features a thousand times like it's the first time he had seen them. 
            
              Creasing the stubble, he scoffed , a breathy chuckle slipping as he removed his hand, hiding his own features from the striking sun. 
              〟I'm glad you are feeling fine, but I will check up regardless, I don't want you to wake up looking like I've beaten you up..  〞
            He joked, a playful smile on his lips, soft, shy. 
              His eyes narrowed at the water ahead, the ocean waving back at him as he pursed his lips. 
              〟at least we are alive .. 〞
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                 Part of Kael still resented himself for letting Nukoyo walk beside him again.  Back then , things had been different.  They had a base to return to , a roof over their heads , meals waiting for them , and the ESA to fall back on.  Now there was nothing.  No home.  No family.  He was a rogue pilot , cut loose from everything he had once believed in.  According to the corruption eating away at his mind , the Vod were his family now.  Even his Rai had become fiercely protective , lashing out at anyone who dared approach the machine that isn’t its pilot.  Anyone except Nukoyo.  For reasons Kael couldn’t explain , the Rai accepted him without hesitation.  Stranger still , the voices that constantly plagued Kael’s mind seemed to fade whenever Nukoyo was near , leaving behind only the endless hiss of static.
            
                 A heavy sigh escaped him , followed by a rough cough as he cleared the last of the water from his lungs.  He grimaced , rubbing a hand over his face before looking back at Nukoyo.  “ I’m . . .  fine , ”  he muttered.  “ Don’t worry about me. ”  Another cough caught in his throat before he continued.  “ It’s not the first time I’ve ended up in the water.  Maybe the second.  Never had many operations out at sea. ”  He let out a quiet , almost embarrassed laugh.  It felt strange having someone worry about him after so long.  Everyone else wanted him dead.  Nukoyo was the only one who still seemed to care.  “ Nothing feels broken , ”  he added with a small shake of his head.  “ I’ll probably wake up covered in bruises , but . . .  I’ll be alright.  Really. ”
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::   Idk why I wanted to do a long thing,  forgive me
          
          
          "    I’m   /   FINE   /,   don’t fucking touch me.    "     Ruth growled as she shoved the man’s hand away,  her clothes ratty and torn,  having just come out of a shift.  They had been doing a training course…  Ruth told him to let her take the lead because she was faster.  But the two had big egos it seemed that clashed when they got the chance…  he ran off ahead at one point when she slowed down.  In his defense he was trying to help,  but Ruth wouldn’t listen.  When he distracted her she was about to shift,  it was probably the most painful shift she’s had in a while.  Bones cracking but not fully phasing,  her body never took any form…just caused horrific pain.  Mid jump she let out the most blood curdling scream even she had heard… she ended up taking a nice gash to the stomach as she fell.  Her bones had returned to normal,  but not in a way that wasn’t painful.

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            ::   No one ever said she didn’t have a nasty tude 
            
            
                        "     You almost got me fucking killed,   MAYBE  that’s why I’m so angry with you.    "    She couldn’t get another word out before the pain really got to her.  Like burning—  maybe it had been exposed for too long.  She wasn’t even sure.  She winced after she spoke,  her hand trying to press on it just a bit more,    "     You’re so lucky this hurts..     "     She growled,  turning on her heels.  
            
                    With that Ruthie walked away,  or well tried the best she could.  Every step made her wound stretch slightly,  tore it occasionally a bit more.  But she’d never admit defeat or weakness.  She’d walk her happy ass all the way to medical… with no help and maybe get herself killed..
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[@-humxnw3xp0n] /    frfr.. she’s so rude for no reason—
            
                 One thing Kael respected about Ruth was that she never flinched.  In his eyes , people who could keep their nerve when death was staring them down had earned the right to survive.  Those who froze . . .  that was another matter entirely.
            
                 “ I adapt , ”  he said.  “ And I have. ”  His expression remained calm , though there was an edge to his voice.  “ I don’t know why you’re so determined to be angry with me.  If the task force didn’t think I was an asset , they never would’ve brought me in. ”  He folded his arms.  “ I’ve served with an organization far more advanced than this one , and I was their best pilot.  That doesn’t mean much here , but it proves I’m capable. ”  His experience had always been strongest inside a cockpit , yet he wasn’t limited to it.  The marines had trained him well enough to handle himself on the ground , and he’d adapted just as he always did.  “ By my standards , ”  he finished ,  “ I’m doing just fine. ”
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            ::   Oh they real enemies to lovers 
            
            
                            She didn’t even gasp at the fact that he grabbed her.. could have killed her.  She didn’t even struggle.   When shoved away she stumbled ever so slightly,  but not enough to make her fall.  A low growl rattled in her throat,     "     No shape to keep going my ass.     "     She gritted,  she planned to go to med bay… probably be done with training for the day.  But now she felt like he had the upper hand as she didn’t like that at all..
            
                     "     And for your information,  I know everyone doesn’t operate like me.   That’s why they adapt,  maybe you should learn how to do the same.     "      She took her hand off her wound flicking some blood elsewhere,  before it returned to her side,      "     You need to keep up.    " 
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"     You have a nasty attitude you know—  it’s getting on my nerves.     " 
          
          
          ::   Enemies to lovers trope??  Kinda..

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            ::     I did not even see you responded 
            
            
                          "    If you bring aliens here I’m killing you before them.     "     She gritted lightly,  her arms crossing over her chest,     "     You seem selfish if you ask me—  I mean knowing you’re being hunted??   You’re bound to get us all killed..    "      Ruthie muttered,  turning her attention else where than on the man infront of her
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                 Kael stayed quiet for a moment , interlocking his fingers and resting his lips against his hands in thought.  The concern on his faces was barely visible , though a part of him realized he probably should’ve kept that information to himself.  “ Don’t take it so personally , ”  he said , his voice edged with irritation.  “ I didn’t ask to be here.  I was offered a job , and I took it.  I need the money. ”  He gave Ruth a dismissive wave before leaning back slightly.  “ They’re not going to find me overnight , ”  he continued.  “ If they come at all , it’ll take time.  I’ll probably be long gone before they ever get here. ”  His brows knit together as he considered it.  Earth was massive.  Even if they were capable of tracking him , they hadn’t managed it yet.  He looked back at Ruth , his expression steady.  “ You’re all safe.  Trust me. ”
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                         "     So you’ve got some fucking other worldly creatures after you??   And now you waltz onto the task force with something hunting you??      "     Ruth was now seeming a bit angry,  it could have been mistaken for paranoia,  but she didn’t get that way ,     "     Are you trying to get us all killed??   Because that’s sure what it sounds like.    "     Did price know about this??  Did anyone know about this??   "   Are you here to just get us all killed??      "      She’d be damned if an alien killed her… or any of her task force.  She took it upon herself to protect them in any situation…  but Kael was a different story..
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