yo so. i havent been alive for the past 3 years. i even ended my most prideful (at least back then) books w no effort at all. russian mafia? are you fcking kidding? im ngl, ive been depressed as hell. ive lost so much motivation. TW!!!!! ive attempted suicide and ive selfharmed. NO MORE TW! but im finally on the road to recovery. i dont know if ill ever edit my existing "completed" books to be better. i dont know if ill ever write again. but i figured i owed everybody an explanation. of why a sh!tty writer suddenly turned into an even sh!ttier one. im sorry for that. i dont know if ill ever come back to fix this cringe hell of an account (which amuses me so much. its actually hilarious how bad i was on the internet in my younger years), but yeah. i hope this message finds you well and youre in a better mental situation than i am.
-mac