hjbejejdjdjixiidij

oh my god redownloading wattpad and seeing your account is the most embarrassing thing ever 

hjbejejdjdjixiidij

OH MY GOD I CANT
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rcoupi

hello! this is honestly really late because, i came from a book that the creator said you read and they said you were going through a tough time- i just wanted to let you know that no matter what happens happens, you're a very strong person. i've read your previous post about you helping other people even when you're hurting as well. and that's just so, so admirable!! and i hope you feel at least a little bit better since that was months ago. i also hope you take care of yourself and have like--- a lovely day+ more, 'nd ilysm! ♡

rcoupi

the book is Extraordinary by @spacedoutken and it's chapter 13 'Burning' ALSO TY DSJALSKASKL YOU"RE MUCH NICER THAN ME AND ILYT ❤❤
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hjbejejdjdjixiidij

@sunarin_ ur so nice ily❤️❤️❤️❤️
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hjbejejdjdjixiidij

@sunarin_  Tysm that means alot❤️ also im just wondering what book :3?
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hjbejejdjdjixiidij

its my birthday :p
          
          also: sorry for not updating my Kuroken fanfic i got a lot going on right now and its hard to find a time i can work on the book, but im working on getting it updated. 

luvcynthia

@Anime_depression 
            Yw ❤️❤️❤️
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hjbejejdjdjixiidij

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Not that anyone cares but..
          
          
          
          I just want to be happy. Im so fucking tired of smiling when I don’t mean it. I wish someone just someone would see past my smile. Im the nice happy kid at school. I help everyone with everything. When people need to talk to someone I’m there and I make sure they know that. They only person I can actually talk to is a online friend that is probably getting tired of me. And yes I know I sound selfish. But even my own mom refuses to believe I have depression, ignores my anxiety and is the reason I have anxiety attacks. I just want to go sleep forever and never wake up. Its sad but, I’m actually seriously thinking about ending it. It would just end my pain in this horrible world.

spacedouttendou

@Anime_depression you're that friend that makes sure everyone is okay while no one ever checks up on you :/ I'm also that friend This life honestly suck sometimes...honestly most of the time it sucks and I'm tired I wanna say it gets better but I'm stuck in the same place you are and haven't found better yet ...I myself have suicidal thought but i don't have the guts to take action and leave the very few things keeping me going 
            If it makes any difference it probably won't but I care ...i know I don't know you personally but I care a lot actually so let's fight through this sucky life just a little longer okay?...and when a litter longer comes hold on just a little bit longer I know it's a lot to ask especially from a stranger but just a little longer because maybe in the time that you're holding on you'll find something that will make you won't to live again and thing will be better
            At least that's what I like to think...so please hold on just a little longer 
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Tsukki_and_Yamaguchi

I kinda of understand your pain,  my friends, my own parents can’t see past my fake smiles. I’ve wanted to cut my skin before but I’m scared to get caught and be disowned by my parents. 
            
            I’ve wanted to curl up in a ball and never wake up because of the kids at school bullying and teasing me, from people nick picking what I’m proud of but I don’t because I have people who I live for. 
            
            If you ever need help text me on Wattpad or on my snapchat @breeze_ocean14
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Soggybreadted

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@Anime_depression if your comfortable with it and ever need someone to talk to about this stuff or just a friend in general you can add my snapchat and I will always listen
            Ngoldwire42
            As a suicide survivor I'm gonna tell you it's not worth it, think of the pet or a family member or just someone you care about alot in general. Have that person be your reason to keep living. It might sound cliche bit it really does get better and I with someone would have told me this but, there's so fucking anime or garlic bread in the after life so what's the point of dying. 
            
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