hjijhj

Aku lupa,
          Dikala aku susah aku cari tuhan,
          Dikala aku senang duit menjadi pilihan,
          Bukankah tuhan dicari maka senang hidupmu kemudian?
          

I felt like this is my sec time im being drowning into my own sadness... im so drown... i feel empty for a week.. 

What does love means to you?

I know ive changed. I know u wont never like my change. Ive become heartless but i always think what will you think. I love when u feel trcabar

My heart beats so fast after i woke up from my dreams. Allahu, forgive me for my mistakes. I did things that you would never like me to do. I’m lost. I forgot that You are the Almighty. You are The One who helps me when i lost. I- feel ashamed of myself.

Dia mesti kesal. Sebab aku bengap. Muka lawa tapi otak tak ada.

Aku rasa aku ni tak guna, sebab mulut aku jahat, hm aku rasa sedih sangat ya Allah, rasa mcm nak cabut hati ni supaya tak ada rasa sedih. Sampai mcm tu sekali dia amik gurauan aku, aku betul2 rasa tak guna  allahu... 

I’m happy for being with you. Couldnt describe how fuckin happy am i when im with you

Allahu, i cant imagine if i lose him again. I taught him to be heartless again. I- cant even imagine if someone that i really love could leave me again like this. 

Sayangnya, 
          Impian kita hanya satu.