Hafsa mansoor

I finally finished my journal and I don't know how I feel but I guess it feels good to end a depressing chapter. :) 
          I won't be writing anything else in it it's completed for life. 
          Lock it and the keys already down in the basement

how do you think we can change the mindset about transgenders that had been there for centuries?
          my answer: we need to start normalizing, I know one thing for sure in the best institutions we have a many debates and speeches over their rights. we should start bring them and letting them have education in our schools, of course it will be hard but the school would make rules and every student would start getting to know them. transgenders have the same potential as any other human being and thinking otherwise is just unacceptable. the change we expect will not come in a matter of days, not even months. it will take a few years so we need to start now. in offices and work, I have seen many transgenders suffering in terms of getting a job but I have also seen many people who were ready to accept them and lead their way into the light. we need to have more people with the same mindset, having transgenders in offices should be open, and anyone who thinks otherwise should not be allowed to intervene. they have a life they need to earn for, and if we keep kicking them out of offices it won't work. another thing is to make out the best of their talents just like we do for everyone else and in a workspace or markets, never consider them any less then ourselves. never make them feel left out, let them strive to get to their goals and support them as much as we can, regardless of whether we want or not, because the truth is, this is the new tennet. Transgenders are just like you.

Just saw a quote that said "speak to people in a way that if they died the next day you'd be satisfied with the last thing you said to them." and I dont know how to emphasize that enough.

Now, everytime I witness a strong person I want to know
          what dark did you conquer in your story? 
          mountains do not rise without earthquakes.

I was talking to someone, and It would be nice if everyone hears me out. 
          unknows: Idk. It's just that I'm a bad person. I'm toxic and manipulative and power hungry and kinda dark and I try to change myself cause I end up hurting people and regretting it but I can't and sometimes I can't help but wonder what if I don't want to?
          me: okay I get it, everyone wants to be special, in their own way. we often do things in life, whether they're mistakes or done intentionally, and sometimes they can have an affect on our minds. you must have started off with the manipulation with one act and after that you probably found it entertaining, you know as humans hurting people is hard, and seeing them hurt because of you is worse. some of us know exactly how to ignore the human part, the part which is empathetic. you need to change but before that you need to start caring, even if its hurts sometimes. you keep on hurting people, not because of yourself, but because you're not allowing yourself to feel anything. that's where love comes in, loves a human feeling meri jaan and its okay if you dont believe in it right now. at one point you'll see that caring about someone, giving a fuck, is love. even when you dont know it. it doesn't have to be a guy, with your friends, your family. think about it that way.
          let yourself feel something and you'll see yourself as the best someone you've ever known. you have a great soul, pure, vulnerable and your mind works like that of an artist. being an artist isn't only expressing yourself in different ways, its making your mind a beautiful place. need to let yourself be vulnerable for yourself, and others.
          I know you care about some things but sometimes, like when you're hurting people. start thinking twice, as fun as it is, think over it and put yourself in another's shoes and you'll see.
          unknown: maybe love exists but I just don't ever want to experience it I just can't. I can't let myself feel too much idk why but it's too hard.

so I was talking to someone and the guy had the guts to say shit to indians. as if they arent humans. most of us know, and if you dont you should go search up that pakistan and india were once called the sub-continent or hindustan, and now some of the pakistanis act like it never was. here's something I need to say. 
          "just because you dont like them doesnt mean they deserve shit. aese bhi log hon gai jo tumhare se zyada ache hon. there might be many muslims there too. wese ho to musalman bhai ko bakwaas nahi karna. you need to start being like that to everyone not just the ones who have the same belief as you." which basically means just because of someone's belief you have no right to talk shit about them. and judging a whole community by some of their persons acts is so wrong. NEVER I repeat NEVER say something about a community by something one person says. maybe there are some people in that community who are better then who you are. what if what they do is wrong? so what it's them, it's who they are. you have no right to go point that out. and you never really know whats wrong and whats right. your oppinions only tell you what you think, and if you think someone's wrong, it doesnt mean they have to be wrong for everyone. giving your opinion on someone is good to the point where it all gets offensive. 
          LAST THING, NEVER SAY ANYTHING TO ANYONE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DONT KNOW THE WHOLE STORY. and you can use this advice in many things I believe.

Hey! I was reading your story 'New Beginnings' and I thought you might like my story 'The Thing About Forever'.
          Hope you check it out!
          All the best for your book :)