hn4wvee
Living a toxic relationship atm inspires me to write and never stop writing since i cant js say everything to him cz hes a bitch and wont listen
SILY_D
@hn4wvee I truly understand how you feel, and after everything you've been through, I hope you're happy and well. But believe me, you will overcome all of this and become better cazz pain is just the beginning of healing, and letting go of what used to burn your heart in the past.
SILY_D
@hn4wvee Girrrl If something sexual happens between you & him even if it's just a kiss, it's natural for him to ignore you and be cold towards you. He'll do all this especially because he knows very well that you love him and are attached to him. So try to control yourself a little and ignore him and don't pay attention to him He'll notice the difference in behavior, and he'll be the one to try and come back to you when he feels he's lost you, even if it's just by 1%. There might be someone else who will chase after you. I know this hurts, but believe me, the pain is just the beginning of healing
hn4wvee
@SILY_D اللي يخلي كلشي اسوء اني اشوفه بشكل شبه يومي وجهه قدامي وفيه أشياء اسوء تصير so when im with him it feels like im a ppl pleaser like im swallowing my pride js for him to have times together N thats why i told him i dont wna talk him anymore But he didn’t take it seriously N to be fair he never took anything seriously since we’ve been together everything feels like a joke to him >>? He js want to have some fun and thats it We also had smthn sexual for one night N after that he didn’t talk to me for almost a week:) felt like he lost interest or something We already not talking atm ,,,, i tried b4 not to talk to him for days but somehow he always finds a way back into my life and always at the worst times too when im not even emotionally okay enough to deal with it Right now we r not talking N im saying this here cuz i didnt tell anyone i know but saying it here feels safer somehow Thanks for ur words <3
