Hope World🌌

good day yall, jn i saw bts interview for the chakho thing abt what fate means to them and etc. watching them also made me wonder what is fate actually. anyways, i just went on and watch the interviews. then when i saw the namjoon's one, he said fate is smth that u have close to you but it wont be visible unless u seek for it. and that made me stop for abit. bcs when i thought abt it. fate is not just a one time thing, actually if i think abt it, it happens everytime. like who my parents are, who my frens are, where i lived, where i went for school, what i like, what i hate and etc, isnt it like a fate? its just that we tend to forget such things. 

by the way, yk reflecting during my college years, i realised one thing, that is the importance of friends
          
          its nothing deel tho, just smth that i think is obvious but i tend to forget
          anw,, well when i was reflecting abt it
          now i can say that im happy to have friends
          its just that, i struggle quite alot during my college yr (online class was one thing oso but other than that) 
          i struggle with my studies, my moods and my mentality rlly, but thankfully the mentality part was not that bad, so im thankful
           but yk when i was in doubt or even in sad times or when my heart just keep making my brain overthink abt my studies
          i have my frens to like yk, to relate to, they were like eyy yes yes ik right and we will continue talking abt those struggles sincerely, and these  things made me happy that i have them so that i could share my worries without worrying that they would be burdened with my inner worries yk and theres also such times where idk smth and i can just ask my fren and they will somehow can help me, and im happy that theyre trying their best to help me and ofc i will also help them vice versa

anw, hello world, wow i cant believe it has been almost 2 yrs since i last spending my time with wattpad, crazy wew
          
          college was crazy yall, with the online class and all stuffs
          
          the exam was hectic too and i was glad to have my friends around me that were also experiencing the same experience as me
          
          i also had finished my college years around last month and now well, is just resting my brain from all the words and books during exam season, i now have 3 months of free time but idk how to spend it all rlly yall, if u have any suggestions, share please hehe 
          
          ly yall, stay safe and healthy 
          
          

          
          IM JUST SO FRUSTRATED
           bcs, one of my most fav book has been deleted from wattpad, i was so devastated 
          and frustated(as i stated jn heh) cause omg that book was one of the book that i used to reread and reread until its updated(before i went on and took break from wattpad cause of college that is *cry*)
          but yes, i was hoping to reread the book today cause the book kinda like pass thru my mind while i was looking for more books to read and add into my library
          i spent almost an hr looking for the book cause idr the book title only the plot 
          and after quite almost 40 mins or so ( after googling, jic the google knows the book from wattpad), i remember that the book must be in my archive list, cause its one of my best reads, so i must have put it in my archive list afew yrs ago before i started to read less wattpad
          and FINALLY i found it HAHA
          and when i did, i was like okay time to read
          then i click the book and waited, nothing came up, it just went "failed to load", and i was like WUH? 
          then i was just like oh maybe my internet is poor, but when i went to the book search place, its working quite smoothly 
          so i try to put the book into my offline list, and retry to open the book, but it still said failed to load, and i was like hOLLup
          then i went to the author's wattpad acc, and went to their announcement page, jic they said smth abt the book or the readers said smth abt the book
          and i saw one of the announcements that stated the book got deleted 
          then i went WHAT NO OMOOO NOOO!!!!!
          it was such a shame, cause its one of the best book ive read 
          the format, the writing, the plot, everything is perfect but it got deleted
          i just hope the author can reconsider to rewrite the story, or smth cause im in love with the book *sigh* , but well i hope the best for the author and i hope the book can be viewed and read by the readers again
          
          thank you and stay safe yall, drink lots of water 
          

feelings hurts bruh, why?

today was one of those rare days..

being at the receiving ends sucks ,, im the worst bestie ever to have 

HAPPY HOPE DAY

it was only the second day of exam and i have 5 more weeks to go through but i'm already beat :'( wish me luck

happy birthday JK