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Waking up from nap to such kind of a miserable news. I was utterly clueless on what was happening when I came back from my hiatus today. I hadn't open any of my media accounts, nor google. It was until I saw someone's updated convo on my notifications on wattpad. I kind of had an idea on what was gonna happen but yet I was shocked to see what I had feared about their hiatus, coming true. I don't know how much time it's gonna take for me, or rather, for us, to come over it but I hope that whatever Yedam and Mashiho had chosen today, it brings them no regrets, peace and ample success. And honestly, YG's attempt to distract us from this loss by releasing Volkno's teaser is quite unsuccessful in my idea, but I appreciate it. It was supposed to be my 10 months anniversary of becoming a part of world but it came with an unbearable loss. But I hope that the 10 boys heal from it. They had to say goodbye to their two brothers. Devastating. I really hope we all can heal from it, sooner or later we'll have to accept it...
I'm in such a bad condition that I can even have a release to grief their departure.