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@hobizziee_ you HAVE to see this, so funny: 
          https://sites.google.com/view/tg23h453?q=719239

I'm glad that you follow me!!
          It's been so long,and you have been one of my first followers,I really appreciate you loving my writing styles.I have come out with 2 new books,I would appreciate getting your opinions on it!!
          Lots of love,happy reading
          Yashasvi

I don't know why I am posting it here but I seriously need to get this feelings off my chest to not give up I won't give up I will rise up better than ever 
          let them say whatever they want I will prove them wrong they can't predict my future I can and I will don't give up you can do it 
          Don't  be scared face your fears I can do it i can do it I  can do it no one can stop me unless and until I give up...I won't let your prediction of me failing stop me
          Bring it on I will do it

Everyday it feels like a struggle...every damn day whenever I think like life's better it just keeps getting worse...I am trying my best why don't they understand...I try my best to make it seem like life is not hard I am doing better but it gets worse...I can't pretend anymore...They say you won't be able to do anything...They say "we aren't physically hurting you  we are just saying it's just words"...you don't know how hurt I feel everytime you say all those things to me maybe you are trying to help me be strong but your words are not helping it's making me feel so bad about myself my heart hurts so much it physically pains I feel suffocated...I wish you would understand I am not strong like you dad I am not tough like you mom I am not even quick witted and lucky like brother...I feel so miserable...I know you are worried about me but even existing seems like a task...They say "you are overreacting how can you make yourself so weak"...you wouldn't know unless and until you are in my shoes...I felt so hurt and miserable today I almost did something I didn't want to do...every f*cking day I try to act like I got my life together but it's shattered...everyday I am reminded that all of my friends went to college and I couldn't... do they think it doesn't affect me and that I don't feel anything any type of remorse I do feel remorse I do feel hurt I feel devastated but I keep it in because if I let it out you will make me feel like I am a very weak person who is a burden to my family...wouldn't it have been nice if it was just dad,mom and brother...such a nice family...they all look good together so much nicer without me such a perfect family I feel like a parasite who is just ruining my family I just wish to perish...I  can't do this anymore...

Does anyone know the title of a bts fanfic with dark fairytale au 
          The author used to post her fanfic here before shifting to ao3 few years back I can't seem to find it anywhere 
          Does anyone remember? 

I am balding :')

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My exam ended today my result is on 22nd and...I am going on vacation on 28th :') 
          If you couldn't figure out what's wrong my exam went so bad 

Changed my username after a long time 

Well...my tenth results are out and i got 82% and my friend got 92.2% and my parents are kinda scolding me for that...