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Random memory:
          When I was in middle school I was dared to ask a guy out and he said yes, but my mind could comprehend him actually saying yes so I didn’t talk to him for like a month and everyone (mostly his friends) kept asking if we were dating so that he could know wtf was going on. Middle school was my prime days, I was pulling studs left and right. Now I play Valorant in with greasy hair. (Like a true gentleman M’lady.) 

Reading fanfiction while stargazing is *chef’s kiss*

Lol was gonna sign up for a nice little thing where I can talk to other people with depression but went “nah” and now I’m sad. But that’s okay. 

Ain’t nothin gonna break my stride! Nobody gonna slow me down! Oh no! I got to keep on moooven!

I’ve noticed I finally have energy again too. I’ve showered more consistently and when I’m sweaty or have greasy hair I actually take care of myself. And when I’m bleeding I FREAKING PUT A BAND AID ON IT! LIKE JESUS ME THATS NOT HEALTHY!  Anyways, point is, im feeling different. I really think I’m finally getting over depression. Or whatever. So future me, HUZZZAHHH! 

I danced in my room for the first time in ages. Bro. 

Brooooooooooo. Yo. I saw a picture of Tom Holland as Peter Parker and got huggge butterflies. And my head just spunnnnnn. Yooooo. I haven’t felt this in a looooooooooooooooooong time. Bro I miss these butterflies! Best part, I don’t even find Tom that cute! Is this what it feels like to not be depressed????? Thank you Spider Man!!!! Lmao I love the Spider Man video game and felt greattt

Every shake with anticipation for something????

so I'm like 200 away from completeing my essay, and instead of just pocketing and finishing I'm here!!! yaaayayayayayayayayayayayayayayyayayayayayayayayaayay. I'm a disappointment. Anyways, RA RA RASPUTIN

MERRY CHRISTMAS!