hoes_exe

learned how to live from a person who was dying

-katrijn

hoes_exe

a Cat has died. 
          she'll be missed, 
          tell me I'll never forget.
          i want to be with her.
          i hate holding her deceased remains in my arms. i am raging at the thought that she's no longer next to me. 
          i want to hold her warm and safe close to my heart.
          i want to forget.
          i want to be with her.
          was she too precious for this world?
          
          ~E is currently too dead inside to perceive and comprehend. she'll be back in a while~
          
          Lenka remind me to delete this. I am not in my mind right now. I might be embarrassed later. 

hoes_exe

@-bezprawie it's fine, don't be. Right now it's just emptiness inside me, nothing to be sorry about. Yet death is a part of us. I'll be with her soon anyway. Also have too many words to throw out. Broken will never be the way it was before but it may come back stronger, right? The experiences... The life we feel. It all forms who we are. I might be broken, you might be too. But it'll all be better, why feel sorry if we couldn't have any impact. I'm close to crying but in the end what's the point. And this is just a senseless monologue so feel free to ignore my words. 
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-idiotyzm-

@ hoes_exe  i feel really sorry for you :((
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hoes_exe

Hey,
           don't do
          it please

hoes_exe

@hoes_exe dm me sometime
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-idiotyzm-

@ hoes_exe  yeah, let's say so... 
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hoes_exe

@buszujac_w_malinach are you doing alright...? just asking-
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