brandy wasn’t quite sure why , but the women was rather magnetic for her , she simply did not want to end the conversation . she thought then spoke , her voice soft , almost nervous , " can i go to sea with you — ? i am in search of someone . i haven’t seen him in four year’s time — but that is normal for a sailor , yes ? " she gently touched the golden necklace around her neck , a gift from the man she loved . " i do not wish to wait and live a life of solitude . " she gave a soft sigh before she stood and returned with another glass which she filled and soon drank from , " i cannot live this life forever . each day feels as though it is a eternity . "