I love Chan sm

I just want to say that I have the sweetest friend ever, she got me 50 skz photocards and a bokari plushy! I love her

Went missing from wattpad FOR FUCKING 2 MONTHS because I didn't feel like it anymore,and suddenly here I am again
          My notifications are blowing my mind and I can't like what-
          But whatever, I am back!
          About that story that I wrote and literally regreted all my life decisions because of it.... Its too fucking cringy and I still don't have an idea of it's main story so I think I might delete it and write a new one,but that would take me Alot of time. And my final exams are near I think I am gonna cry
          But yeah
          Until next time

It's currently 7:36 am and I didn't sleep well today because of the throbbing pain in my throat, hands and nose
          
          My mother is sleeping next to me on the Couch and this shit hurts
          
          It's hell yall

The surgery just ended a few hours ago and I feel like a really shit

I am in the room before going to the surgery room
          
          Help me
          

BRO TOMORROW I AM GOING TO HAVE A SURGERY IN MY NOSE BECAUSE LATELY I STARTED TO HAVE TROUBLES IN BREATHING AND I AM SCARED AS FUCK
          But whatever I am going to download episodes of my favorite k dramas and act like idc-

I didn't hear a lot of seungmin's covers for a lot of songs
          
          I listened to most of them now
          I am bawling my eyes right now
          I can't describe how much his voice feel like heaven
          He has a very unique and soft voice, and it never missed a chance to get to the bottom of my heart
          I feel so touched by him, ghost, event Horizon
          These are my favorites
          
          I really wish the world know how much his voice is unique
          
          Yes my bias is chan, but i still have a soft spot for ot8
          They are all very talented, every time they never fail to amaze me by their talents
          
          When I talk about them I feel like crying,
          They saved my life, I really want to thank every one of them, they deserve the world
          
          I discovered them at December 2022
          I can say that they were the best gift that I ever had at the first of the new year
          The amount of love and care that I have towards them is unbelievable
          
          They came in my life when I was lost alone in the middle of the school year, I was depressed because it was my first year going to school and meet people
          
          Now... I am not in the best person of me, but they are slowly healing me and I can feel it
          
          I just wish them a good life, and that they can be happy as much as they make us stays happy
          
          And this is the end of my self talk
          I have a lot on my mind lately, so I am starting to talk here even tho nobody is going to see it
          
          However, if you are reading this
          
          I wish you a good life, without overthinking of course 
          
          
          

YALL AGASSY IS SUCH A GREAT SONG I LISTENED TO IT YESTERDAY AND I LITERALLY DIDN'T LISTEN TO ANYTHING BUT IT
          
          GO LISTEN TO IT RN FOR CLEAR SKIN

I feel weird to have a story that people can see-

Just finished 'silenced' and it is a great film by the way, I had an emotional roller-coaster while watching it
          My friend is watching it rn and she is freaking out, I am enjoying this