hollowloverr

so i left him about two months ago. i miss our long conversations, sleep over nights, his hugs, his touch, his kiss. i miss the sweet nothings he’d whisper to me. i miss the happy things. the things i dont miss  outweigh the things i do miss. i dont miss being raped. i dont miss being ignored. i dont miss the verbal and physical abuse. i dont miss any of that. but i will forever miss the sweet parts of him. 

i fr can’t leave him bc im so attached and believe that he’ll change, but ik he won’t but apart of my brain believes he will.

what if i was a boy instead of a girl. like omg give me muscles as a boy so i can lift a car or something. like idk. i think that would be so slay. i could be like the hulk

when he finds the book i write my poetry in and makes fun of it, but he doesn’t connect with it like i do. 

guys i regret publishing one of the things I’ve wrote. i didn’t expect pekple to find it and READ some of it. 

im #donewithmen! 

thanks for the follow! may i ask how you found me?

actually publish some of the stuff I’ve been working on for once, I think what i wrote is hella cringe, but hey, at least im publishing 

Hello let me tell u how I found you:
          
          Randomly opened a book and saw your comment and here I am!
          
          Why am I here?
          
          To obviously annoy you? Lol jk. But I wanted to know your opinion on two of my books:
          
          Their Concealed Love (about 10 characters)
          The Empresses (about 3 chapters)
          
          They're new books so you can not expect much but I just wanted a non biased opinion of whether I'm wasting my time or if it's okay to continue. 
          
          Also how is my writing style in each?
          
          (^^) hope I'm not asking too much!

i also severely miss my hippie era fr.