@hollowloverr
bro my life has been so fucking insane since 2020. a y/n story where she doesn’t meet a hot ass ho with more money than ppl in the world basically.
uhm so uhm. uhm. yeah uhm.
did he ever really love me, or was it all just false. opening my eyes after the relationship was as if someone was holding me down and rubbing salt into an open wound that will never heal.
so i left him about two months ago. i miss our long conversations, sleep over nights, his hugs, his touch, his kiss. i miss the sweet nothings he’d whisper to me. i miss the happy things. the things i dont miss outweigh the things i do miss. i dont miss being raped. i dont miss being ignored. i dont miss the verbal and physical abuse. i dont miss any of that. but i will forever miss the sweet parts of him.
i fr can’t leave him bc im so attached and believe that he’ll change, but ik he won’t but apart of my brain believes he will.
what if i was a boy instead of a girl. like omg give me muscles as a boy so i can lift a car or something. like idk. i think that would be so slay. i could be like the hulk
when he finds the book i write my poetry in and makes fun of it, but he doesn’t connect with it like i do.
thanks for the follow! may i ask how you found me?
i also severely miss my hippie era fr.
