@Tae_amo heh, thanks. I guess, I have just been feeling sad all week and today is when it really got to me. And I never say anything to the others in the group chat cause I don't want anyone to worry, and I feel like they don't care really...
@Tae_amo I stopped trying 2 years ago... And honestly you are right, but I just can't stop denying, I feel like everyone who says stuff like this don't mean, their just saying it with no feeling or anything, so I choose not to believe...