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Oh gawd, I was dead for a long time, wasn't I?
Well, shit!! ò^ó
Sorry about that! There was an "inconvenience" with me, life, death, my family, and my own personal electronic devices.........and it ended up with me losing everything I had.... fell through the depression hole...figured out I will never see most of my middle school friends again with everything that's going on..... fell deeper into the hole of depression.....figures out that me and my boyfriend may not be together when I see him more than a year from now......then figured out that I'm starting to slowly lose the memories of my middle school friends and can't do shit about it......now figuring me and my camp friends may not see each other a year from now..... I lost more of what I had.....now seeing that no one in my house gives a living shit that I'm depressed....and seeing that this disease is holding me down in my house, and making me start to lose it...
The only reason I'm hanging onto life still is that I promised my best friend, that I will never see or hear again, Ziare, last year that I will not give myself up, no matter what...
So for my sake and yours...please don't give up...