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At the cafeteria. .
I dragged my heavy feet amidst the cafeteria. I know I attract a lot of attention. So I hid my swollen eyes. I collapsed to our table with my eyes closed.
" Did you smoke?" Jasmine was curious.
I looked at her in slow instance. Then gulped my water. " I'm clean asf."
Leo was cool, laughing so silently." Well I couldn't. That night was hell. I had smoke sum."
" Guys are we still talking about this?" Jasmine said.
" Well we have to. " Toby said," I mean we all expected something great from this dark sh!t. "
" I mean not to talk of the money we spent to gather any of it."
All eyes was on me as I buried my face in my burger. Their silence spoke into my ears but I refused to heed to the signal.
" Well, say something." Toby snapped in. Expecting a response.
" What the Fuck do you want me to say, Toby. Huh? Of course we lost a lot of money and a lot of grades... But for better for worst, wasn't that the deal?"
" No one is blaming anyone guys." Jasmine said." Right now we have to cope with the reality of it and focus on something else, something better."
" Like what?" Leo asked.
" I don't know, fucking check TikTok.."
" She said fucking check TikTok.." Toby and I chuckled deeply.
We laughed together..
" Guys it's been 5 months." I rumpled my soft hair on purpose.
" We have to heal and stay together. It might not be over." I added to my positive energy.
" Um about that, I think we should presspause till after semester." Jasmine teased and the boys laughed after.
" We were on this before school started, we can't stop now cos we didn't see anythin." I said.
" Let's think of what it's best for us." Leo said," haven't you been traumatized enough for now? Common, our grades are fucking off the fence. "
" He's right." Jasmine agreed." I think we need to gather our energy for school again. We can always do this some other time after."
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