holygold

“ eh. you’re enough, i think.. “   slightly sluggish, the serpentine individual abruptly wraps an arm around the other man.

@holycrave   . ¹   "  it's a good thing I was quite comfortable here anyway. would you like a heater on, or anything? " 

“ eat? “   the speed at which he perks up is almost comical, paired with the way huangqi’s whole expression brightens.   “ i’ll come. i’ll come ill comeillcomepleaseletme. i promise i’ll try not to eat too much. “

@holycrave   . ¹   "  alright, i'll hold off on paperwork, " he chuckles,  " i suppose I should eat soon, if you'd like to join me? "

“ i lowkey don’t care, except for giving me /more/ reports, that’s boss’s thing. (ew,) i just.. fuck, gimme a distraction. “

/ he runs and jumps bro is getting knocked over i’m so sorry

/ bbg get a helmet ready huangqi is RUNNING

/ is this an invitation?!

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i wouldn’t hurt you, ivan. believe me.

@bIoodIets         do you not care for me anymore?      [the rejection aches, and kisaragi’s hand quietly goes to hover over his chest. seemingly devastated, but his disappointment isn’t easily as hidden as he thought once the man’s face falls.]      i don’t wish to see you suffer, please. 

@world618    ༉
                             ``    i don't want to use you for that. i can't.   "  the reply is firm, layered in heavy breaths that quieten each spoken sound.   hand comes running down in exhaustion, falling to his side loose.       ``  once was enough. you'd already done enough, so please,  let me take a moment.   " 

@bIoodIets      all of this would be much easier if you let me help you, ivan. remember? you can fees from me whenever you need to.      [the platinum blonde urges, and it’s close to almost sounding that kisaragi was caring over the other’s well-being.]      you shouldn’t suffer this way, it’s not how anyone should live.

@bIoodIets       explain it to me, i’d like to understand you more.

@world618    ༢
                                 ``    ..no. I'm not mad at you.  how could I.. be mad about hunger?  it's more - .. I'm not sure how to describe it, actually.   " 

@bIoodIets        that’s unfair, ivan. i can’t lie to you with those eyes   . . yes, it was me, but it was because i grew terribly hungry. are you mad at me?

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                             ﹋ٜ۪ꥇ໋۬ ꒷⠀⠀⠀⠀ half-blooded  vampire. 
                            turned against his own will, with no
                            power but an insatiable hunger.  he
                            bares bought else.  no fangs, simply
                            the  burning skin  and the desire that
                            consumes beneath it.    he was one 
                            of the human students " volunteered "
                            to the integrations program.   yet, it 
                            was the very thing that turned him. 
                            one might blame m͟i͟s͟t͟r͟e͟s͟s͟, but ivan
                            ultimately blames himself.