𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐄.

have to get up at 8 for work but i’m still up reading atm. will i regret it? yes

i have a condition where i come back here to read a fanfic that randomly popped into my head and then i proceed to leave for a year and a half. there’s nothing i can do about this. 

how did i fall down the hole of fanfiction once again?

have a good day/night!~

it’s been a long time! 

friendly reminder that i love you and hope you're doing okay <3

hi joni, just checking in to say that i miss you tons and you're a vv beautiful & lovely person who deserves all the followers in the world ❤️❤️❤️

hey babes! dropping by to
          say you're amazing and I hope
          you have just an amazing
          day/night! xo! 

do you ever just think back on old friendships and become so sad over the fact that they ended? it just reminds me how much of a fking idiot i was, and how majorly i fked things up. my mental health is so bad i can’t even keep my friends; i just push them away for no reason at all. i feel like shit and maybe it’s what i deserve for acting like a *sshole towards my friends. i really wanna grow and learn from these experiences, but i’m just so d*mn lonely. i need someone to be there for me. 

I FINALLY CAME OUT TO MY MOM YESTERDAY!
          she is very accepting and said she was so proud of me for telling her and that i’ll always be ‘her joni’ hehe. i’m so happy :)