i'm so sorry if i've changed. i used to update everyday and countless if times but now it feels like i've changed. it's summer yet it feels like i have no motivation to write at all. i have all the time in the world now yet i'm not taking the chance. i don't want to do this. but for some reason, it feels like my inspiration has disappeared and completely vanished. i do have motivation sometimes but it's not enough. i don't want to be the same person i used to be when i didn't bother about my motivation and just made chapters and posting it. i now see that if you're feeling inspired/motivated, there's a chance, a big chance that your work is gonna end up being meaningful and strong. and in fact, impressive.
this post can go longer, trust me. if you read through everything, thank you. <3