honey_tea_and_roses

So... This is another apology/breakdown. I'm really sorry because I'm taking a break for a little while. I'm going to be off of Wattpad, Facebook, and Twitter for the most part. I will still be on Instagram every now and then but that's it. 
          	
          	Nothing super bad is happening but for an unknown reason, my brain hates me at the moment. I have so much school work to catch up on, I recently got into a relationship, I'm working really hard to help my family at home, and my mental and physical health is going downhill. My depression and anxiety have been really bad recently. Idek why. I should be upper happy. I have an amazing boyfriend. And I am happy around him. But as soon as I get home, I'm drained of energy. If anyone knows why this might be happening or what this is please tell me. 
          	
          	But yeah. I won't be updating storied or reading comments/posts. I will check my dm's on the weekends but I might not respond. I'm going to try and catch up on school work so that hopefully my anxiety goes away. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me.
          	
          	And before anyone tells me to get professional help, I'm too scared for that. I'm too afraid of accepting my demons. So right now I don't think I can do that. 
          	
          	Thank you so much to anyone who has read my stories or talked to me. I love each and every one of you. I'm so sorry that I have to go but it's for my own health. Thanks for understanding. ❤❤