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GOOOOOOOD MORNING!!! i think i’m a lesbian because when i picture myself with a boy it’s like “yea i’ll hold his hand” but with a GIRL? that’s a whole other story. 
          
          help

Happy Mother’s Day! 
          
          
          If your mother isn’t with us anymore, celebrate her memory.
          
          
          And if you hate your mom and she doesn’t deserve your love, fuck it! Spend something on you to celebrate that you developed and became a better person because of her shittiest qualities!!

Bro I really just love him sm like wtf please help 
          
          Why did I have to pick the best looking guy to fall for? Why did I pick the most talented guy to fall for? Why did I have to pick the nicest guy to fall for? Why did I have to pick him? I want to be his friend so badly but I also want to date him. I want to hold his hand. I want to curl up against him and run my hands comfortingly along his cheek and whisper about how special he is. He’s so special. He’s so pretty. So beautiful. So smart. I have never fallen so badly for a guy. Why do I have to feel this way? He’s just so perfect. I wish this virus was over so I could see him in person and hug him. I want to tell him face to face. I want to kiss his cheek and say I love him. 
          
          He’s so beautiful. He’s so precious. I miss how he’d tower over me and spook me cause of his height. I miss how he’d let me grab his hand and hold it. I miss him calling me over or coming over just to talk to me. I miss him stealing my AirPods. I miss singing with him in the band room and I miss singing in the hall. He’s just so lovely. So so so lovely. 

Oh wow the dark mode on iPhone is amazing aaaa but ik this knew update will just shut down my phone more and make me buy a new one :(
          
          Damn how I wish I had a cheap and nicer phone, but my family can’t afford it. 

I really hate all of my stories. They're trash and have terrible grammar. I know I can do better, but every time I try I get this stupid fifth-grader writing style and everything is stiff and doesn't flow. My writing has no color, but I'm so so SO motivated to get out some goodass books.
          
          Leave ideas if you got them? Constructive criticism would be AMAZING, and I really hope I get some.
          
          Thanks for your time!

Don’t mind me being a little bitch about being sad. I have no right to express my feelings and tell someone what’s wrong since I’m supposed to be there for others. 
          
          What the fuck I just want to be a bit happier. 

Hm. I’ve had this acc for so long
          
          Wtf

Fuck the shut your up 
          
          -me at all of my friends who say dumb shit in history

Guys I'm looking back at all these old rp books and stuff and all my roleplays and 
          
          Man I'm ... So sorry 
          
          I was so bad! And I literally gave out one liners or four liners at the most. 
          
          I'm     s o b b i n g      It was so bAd
          
          Yknow what, I just wanna go cringe in on myself. 

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