Kayla

I got all A’s dude I guess having 15 mental breakdowns last semester paid off.

So I’m visiting my dad for Christmas and new years and I’m still here. Me and him had a bad relationship it’s still pretty rough but like I feel like I can’t voice my opinions or thoughts without being looked down on and just judged. And I’m stuck in this bubble here and it’s so frustrating because I’m a very vocal person and just not being able to talk when I’m scared of his opinion is just draining but luckily I’m leaving on the 3rd so like 4 more days.   But I talked to my mom today and she just said that he’s always been like this always wanting to nick pick at everything. So I’m just gonna stfu for the rest of my time here.

I honestly think I’m just unloveable 

Ima just start venting here fr 
          Also new theme do we like it?

So I’m freaking the fuck out right now. So I have feeling for my girl best friend we’ve been friends for like 5 years and I’ve always been the one to give her relationship advice and just advice in general. But she’s never been good in relationships so idk why I’m feeling this way but idk maybe it’s just I feel secure with her and I’ve never really had that. But idk what to do I’ve been hiding my feelings for like 2 months and she’s also in a relationship right now and I don’t what to mess that up. So I’m just conflicted. 

I have so many fantasies but I’m scared of men in general 

What are some tropes that you absolutely despise. Mine is cheating, studentXteacher, and I can’t enjoy omegaverse 

IM FREEZING MY FUCKING TITS OFF. My fucking heater won’t turn on 

Thank you for adding FREAKS to your reading list <3

Should I write a book? Ik it’ll be bad but like a story about me.