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kinda feel like crying rn
i saw my dad after seeing him for my birthday yesterday and he just…wasnt as fun as i remember him being.
i specifically remember him saying “Stop being weird!”
i laughed it off of course but it still hurt me
so, anytime i see my dad, im going to act like i care that hes there, but start calling him multiple shitty things in my head that if i were to say out loud, my mom would beat the shit out of me