honkhonked

mery chrimstas losers 

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\ vent post - tw: derealization/dissociation | cw: religious talk /
          \ announced because uh... i need support.  but sorry for notifying you over something stupid  /
          my life was really just a tv show. everyone i knew was just.. characters. on a screen. thats fucking terrifying. they saw everything. they watched me. they laughed at me.  i wasnt created by a god. i was drawn and animated. everything that felt like my decisions wasn't really... me. all of my memories and all of my friends, they were fake too. what if im still like, not real?????? like wtf. thats.. scary.
          
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honkhonked

iaht evyrn andnv eyrhtin
          t wasnt my hfaltu
          itw asnt
          indt
          idn=
          d
          itd anwst
          wcfku
          cfukukuk
          idnton mean
          sotp
          stopospopo
          stop
          sotpsotpotp
          evgrv en hsut upp
          shts uppp
          shtu 
          up
          i dsitn even vdo anythnign
          ?!??
          wha yth he ufckf
          it wnst me hwo  d tiii??!
          why ydoed s evrybody int hsi sst upd idid systmem thgn hate me???
          wha tsh wrong iw th me????
          stup[di ot her fcukgn "alters" i bet you wre' ufckig fagkin
          nothing is real about this
          nobody her is real
          mit not real
          ims jut
          thi tsju a sujtfdrmea
          ist hidream
          thsi i si adrema

honkhonked

ismt igonan wake up
            antd i llt just b ehm
            whakr u p
            waehkup
            awhke up
            wahkt u p
            im gonna wake up
            ths i as s tu  angithmare
            eveyrnoe is faike
            eveyrhing is fake
            anda i will go home
            i wlil go home.
            rfcuk you all
            fcuk you tokn
            ffcku you lio
            fck you 
            fcuk call of you
            you are alle
            ashesoels
            and
            you wil
            nur
            ifukc
            fcuk
            ths i a drme
            thsi whoel
            symtem thng
            istn real
            and im gonan g home.
             ai the it here
            thmecukfce
            i jsut wan t
            thme to shut utp[
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the fact people write nsfw fanfictions of us when we were literally 8 in source is.. delightful.. /s -but i guess thats fine because to them and a lot of others we're literally characters and that's reasonable-token

honkhonked

is it because we're black wattpad is that why it's offensive-token
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honkhonked

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literally what the fuck-token
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honkhonked

shaking and crying rn-token
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