hontecho2023

I read chapter 13 again. And I cried again, but not as much as the first time though. I feel for Ayen's loss of Felix, the heaviness is still there.
            
            I forgot to mention Han's "joyful meddling" for Felix and Chan's 2 days early alone in the beach house. ;-) I can just imagine Minho's exasperation but eventual  capitulation. Ha ha. Han has the right intentions, after all. <3 I am looking forward to the beach honeymoon, oops, beach holiday. ;-)

@hontecho2023 I am sorry I made you cry but I am also so touched at the same time. What a strange feeling. 
            
            I really needed someone to hold a mirror up to Changbin - not from a place of anger (though that is not to say that I.N isn't angry), but to make him acknowledge the wreckage he helped to cause and also to make him understand that his excuses do not absolve his responsibility. He was a shitty friend, and he is still operating like a shitty person. 
            
            Ayen losing Felix too is one of the saddest aspects of this story for me because I can't see a clear resolution for them that does not involve Hyunjin somehow, and that is so unfair to Ayen. All of this is so unfair to Ayen, and Hyunjin needed to see that too. 
            
            Chan is everything. EVERYTHING. Honestly, Hyunjin should aspire to be like him. That pabo.

Finally, Chan. I just love him. He is just such a good person, what Felix needs. So now, I am torn between a changed Hyunjin (well that will probably take some time, like years maybe, eye roll) and Chan, lovely, lovely Chan (am I biased? Wink, wink) for the future of Felix. I will leave that in your capable writer hands, whatever that may be.