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My lovely little one. My dear Almond. Life's good and busy but you're always here and there behind that little window in my mind. And I keep wondering you'd be so beautiful if you could just yk. Live. I mean idk what I'm saying. I really want to believe you played a dirty prank on everyone and left wp. It'd be so much so so much better than you leaving forever. Aliyah I..I don't know what to say. You can't see these anyways. I remember your face. I still have your pictures I'm sorry. I can't delete those even though I know it's forbidden in our religion but I need to have these to make sure you're not just an online friend but a real human who had so much impact in my life and you'll always exist in my memories. Well if I'm not hit with alzheimer's. At this point I'm just rambling. Be well dearie. You're so precious to so many people who knows you by your texts or by your face. I'm still not used to use past tenses for you, I see. I won't be back here anymore. Wattpad isn't Wattpad after you left. I think a big chunk of our writers circle left. I left years ago but sometimes came back. I won't do that anymore. Good bye dearest. My alias Riv ends here. 

god, i can't process that it's been four years already, Alio.

[...] your silence still scares me

In loving memory of Aaliyah / @hoperadio
          4th March 2003 — 6th June 2021
          
          Eid al adha mubarak, girl <3 
          
          Can't believe it's been 4 years. You know, you're the only reason why I'm so consistent with this app. I'm not that active on here haha, but for you, I'm always consistent. I know. I deserve a pat on a back hehe. Jokes aside, I miss you. Hope you're doing well. 
          
          Guess what? I'm graduating next month. Well in a month and 12 days? Yes, I've got my outfit, I've ordered everything (hat and gown). But I honestly have no idea how to pair my dress with anything. Ugh. Don't get me wrong, it's all exciting times. But I'm terrified. I wish you could give me tips on what to do. You always had a weird way to comfort me and give me really good advice, even if they were confusing lmao.  
          
          I wish I had a few things to share with you girl, but I've been so busy protecting my peace that I genuinely have no tea. Like at all?? I'll come next time, and probably share something new lol. But until then, talk to you later Ali-bear xx

Heyy author, I apologise for using Ur message board. But I would love you and every other army to read this Jungkook fanfic. I look forward to your support and love for this book ❤️
          
          There's something dangerously alluring about things you shouldn't want. Once you've crossed the line, how far are you going to keep it a secret?
          
          Check it out now:
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/375153233?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=TaEKooKK__StAns

love you my local batman <3

Happy birthday girl. Another year, another slay.
          
          I just realised your birthday is in Ramadan this year (I dont think it was last year). That would've been vibes hehe. How are you anyways? And yeah, yeah, I know you're gonna be like "Dont be sorry" and hit me with a dark riddle or whatever, but you know me lol. I'm sorry for not not keeping in contact at all, things have been pretty hectic recently with uni and stuff. Can you believe I'm graduating this year??? (Think I told you but oh well you got goldfish memory then again lololol). Ahhh so excited and so worried because holy crap theres so much to do until then. But in'sha'allah all goes well.
          
          Gonna head off now since it's almost half 2 in the morning. Long day tomorrow. Miss you btw.

a part of me is stuck in 2020, texting you from my childhood bedroom about the most cursed things. there we get to be friends, and you promise me not to leave anytime sooner. 

it's your birthday, after 2 months. wow you'd be 21 y/o this year.  a full grown beautiful woman. can't really be at wp after you're gone my lil' girl. i'm getting married soon, ik you'd dance in happiness if you were here. i  wish u were here. i really do, my almondie

I miss you