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love you my local batman <3

Happy birthday girl. Another year, another slay.
          
          I just realised your birthday is in Ramadan this year (I dont think it was last year). That would've been vibes hehe. How are you anyways? And yeah, yeah, I know you're gonna be like "Dont be sorry" and hit me with a dark riddle or whatever, but you know me lol. I'm sorry for not not keeping in contact at all, things have been pretty hectic recently with uni and stuff. Can you believe I'm graduating this year??? (Think I told you but oh well you got goldfish memory then again lololol). Ahhh so excited and so worried because holy crap theres so much to do until then. But in'sha'allah all goes well.
          
          Gonna head off now since it's almost half 2 in the morning. Long day tomorrow. Miss you btw.

a part of me is stuck in 2020, texting you from my childhood bedroom about the most cursed things. there we get to be friends, and you promise me not to leave anytime sooner. 

it's your birthday, after 2 months. wow you'd be 21 y/o this year.  a full grown beautiful woman. can't really be at wp after you're gone my lil' girl. i'm getting married soon, ik you'd dance in happiness if you were here. i  wish u were here. i really do, my almondie

I miss you 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rs6Y4kZ8qtw&pp=ygUMbWUgZ3VzdGFzIHR1
          
          ;p

I miss you 

good night al ❤️

I try to think of you after I cry. It helps in a way
          I miss you so much al
          
          you’re my strength to keep going 

I’ve been crying again and the thoughts hurt me idk why I’m so weak I’m so sensitive maybe because I’m not close enough to god?
          
          I want to though—I’m working on my daily salat again and pray that I remain silent when facing tough situations and respond accordingly