hoperadio

Hi, it’s been five years now hasn’t it? I miss you a lot, and I think of you and fatima a lot. You’re 23 this year, my god such a big age right? Life getting serious type shit. You literally used to spam text me so much in high school while my online classes were going on and get me into trouble and now I’m done with my postgraduation, can you imagine?
          
          I’ve started writing again and everytime I pick my laptop to do it, I keep thinking of all the encouraging and motivating things you used to say. I think of our hangouts group chat and the Instagram one as well. I miss the plastics and the memories we made. 
          
          I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore but I love you and I hope you know that. 

In loving memory of Aaliyah / @hoperadio 4th March, 2003 - 6th June, 2021
          
          It's been 5 years now... Bloody hell, time is going fast. Honestly what the heck?? 
          
          Anyways, miss you loads. Also, I basically finished all my assignments, just 1 final project, and then graduation is calling my name next year (crazy innit, this time last year I was telling you I was graduating my undergrad, and now look at me: 3/4 of my postgrad life is over lmaoo). 
          
          Nothing new going on my life tbh. Again, still protecting my peace as much as I can, allhamdulilah. But baby steps xx

Eid Mubarak girly ❤❤

Happy birthday girl!! Even though this account is out of sight, out of mind, I still remember you and drop messages here hehe. 
          
          Don't have much to say for some reason :( Belated Ramadan Mubarak though!! Did I tell you I'm doing my masters? No idea. I forgot. (In'sha'allah I pass the year with good grades again). 
          
          I miss you. I would usually draft a (essay) message on here before posting it, but I can't think of anything to say right now. Which is really sad. I wish you were here still. 
          
          Things are going well on my end. Sorta. It's going lol. In'sha'allah should be moving out soon before May. In'sha'allah. 
          
          Love you Ali-Bear. (I'll come back with a better message lol) 

happy belated new year girlie. miss you <3

My lovely little one. My dear Almond. Life's good and busy but you're always here and there behind that little window in my mind. And I keep wondering you'd be so beautiful if you could just yk. Live. I mean idk what I'm saying. I really want to believe you played a dirty prank on everyone and left wp. It'd be so much so so much better than you leaving forever. Aliyah I..I don't know what to say. You can't see these anyways. I remember your face. I still have your pictures I'm sorry. I can't delete those even though I know it's forbidden in our religion but I need to have these to make sure you're not just an online friend but a real human who had so much impact in my life and you'll always exist in my memories. Well if I'm not hit with alzheimer's. At this point I'm just rambling. Be well dearie. You're so precious to so many people who knows you by your texts or by your face. I'm still not used to use past tenses for you, I see. I won't be back here anymore. Wattpad isn't Wattpad after you left. I think a big chunk of our writers circle left. I left years ago but sometimes came back. I won't do that anymore. Good bye dearest. My alias Riv ends here. 

god, i can't process that it's been four years already, Alio.

In loving memory of Aaliyah / @hoperadio
          4th March 2003 — 6th June 2021
          
          Eid al adha mubarak, girl <3 
          
          Can't believe it's been 4 years. You know, you're the only reason why I'm so consistent with this app. I'm not that active on here haha, but for you, I'm always consistent. I know. I deserve a pat on a back hehe. Jokes aside, I miss you. Hope you're doing well. 
          
          Guess what? I'm graduating next month. Well in a month and 12 days? Yes, I've got my outfit, I've ordered everything (hat and gown). But I honestly have no idea how to pair my dress with anything. Ugh. Don't get me wrong, it's all exciting times. But I'm terrified. I wish you could give me tips on what to do. You always had a weird way to comfort me and give me really good advice, even if they were confusing lmao.  
          
          I wish I had a few things to share with you girl, but I've been so busy protecting my peace that I genuinely have no tea. Like at all?? I'll come next time, and probably share something new lol. But until then, talk to you later Ali-bear xx

Heyy author, I apologise for using Ur message board. But I would love you and every other army to read this Jungkook fanfic. I look forward to your support and love for this book ❤️
          
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love you my local batman <3