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⠀⠀⠀⠀( they 'd forever be thankful for rody, for the way he stepped up when he had to, when he became the person they wanted to be themselves. but they could see the exhaustion, a reason they tried to take on more of the household work as well, why they helped him in the jobs, just to get some cash in their pockets and food on the table for the younger twos sake. )
            
            ⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ yeah, yeah, everything 's fine ... i just ... ❞⠀⠀⠀⠀their words trailed off, knees being pulled up to their chest — arms instinctively wrapping around them .⠀⠀⠀⠀( it was an instinct nowadays, an attempt at chasing some comfort, an attempt at protecting themselves. from threats, from their own thoughts, from the fears that rose like bile in the younger ones mouth. )⠀⠀⠀⠀there was a glimpse to their brother before it slowly fell back to the caverns ground. ⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ ... yeah, i was just thinking, that 's all . ❞⠀⠀⠀⠀should they leave it there .ᐣ how could they ask their brother to carry more than he already did for them ... for the four of them .ᐣ⠀⠀⠀as much as they wanted to pretend, to pretend this was fine, that it would blow over, that they weren 't terrified for their life and his. they couldn 't. but what did that say about mayumi .ᐣ
            
            ⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ roro and lala, do you think they 're alright .ᐣ i mean, they 're tough kids, but do you .. do you think they 're as ... scared as i am .ᐣ ❞⠀⠀⠀⠀their eyes are fixated on the ground now, unable to will themselves to look at their sibling, too afraid that if they do, their fears might manifest itself. that they won 't be able to pretend its simply their quirk heightening their emotions.⠀⠀⠀⠀that they 'd have to face this was /real/ and that they potentially may not make it home to them. if that happened ... who would tell their kid siblings .ᐣ
            
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mayumi hated nights like this, hated the nights where they had nothing to do to distract themselves, when they let themselves linger on their concealed emotions too hard after tuning in to their quirk a bit more then usual.⠀⠀⠀⠀they hated being able to do nothing but lay and /wait/, wait until the morning rose, or until someone found them and they had to run again.⠀⠀⠀that was what all the distractions were for, all the endless days and nights of reckless activities, because anything was better than feeling the dread slowly creep into their chest as it was now.⠀⠀⠀⠀( the dread was always there, they were just able to bury it on better days, on their normal days. it had seeped into their bone and marrow since they were young, if anything it felt apart of them now beneath the cunning persona they made for themselves. ⠀⠀⠀but what could you do, other than survive to the next night .ᐣ )
            
            ⠀⠀⠀⠀the two of them had left roro and lala alone, although not by choice, they hadn 't asked to be swept into the hero 's heroics, but the thought was still there. how were they feeling .ᐣ were they okay .ᐣ had they eaten .ᐣ were they asleep now .ᐣ⠀⠀⠀( were they fearing of being abandoned, left to fend for themselves .ᐣ all mayu and rody wanted was for them to have a better childhood than the two had themselves, for them to not have the worries that hung over their heads, rody 's especially. although, there was the fear that roro knew more than he let on. )⠀⠀⠀⠀it was quiet, they didn 't like quiet. not this sort of quietness anyhow, when there was words to be said, feelings incapacitating the area, but no way⠀⠀( or want )⠀⠀to express them. ⠀⠀⠀their brother was laid besides them, but how good was that, when they knew, could feel, how much of a toll the whole situation had on him too .ᐣ
            
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he would like to pretend that mayumi calling out to him didn't startle him.     but it did.    he concealed it well enough that afterwards he opened his eyes and they immediately found them.     lifting his head up from his arm,     moving his hand so he could rest his cheek on it,      he whispered back,     “yeah.  .  .     everything alright?”     his eyebrows furrowed,     he could look past those deceptive eyes of his sibling,    look inside and see the child that he grew up with and forced to become so mature for their ages.    (  they have both grown into tall childs.  )      “i.  .  .     can't sleep.      i guess neither can you?”
            
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