horizon175

I need to tell somebody this and I cant do it in person so I'm posting it here this is also the reason I have stopped updating 
          	About 14 months ago when my life was at its hardest I had only one friend her name was hannah and we were both shunned and beated on constant basis we quickly became friends and she made my life so much better but due to my history I couldnt muster up the courage to tell her how I felt (severe anxiety and depression of witch we both had) after a couple months I had finally convinced myself I can do it I was going to tell her on my birthday feburary 22. As February comes around we are both getting more and depressed and she would distance herself from me (witch was weird at the time) I later found out why. She never knew my birthday. She committed suicide. On my birthday an hour before I was going to tell her I loved her. She left a note witch said i could have her journal. She though that I would never love her and she though that she wasnt good enough. She killed herself because of me and i could have stopped it if i had just done something earlier. And I dont know what to do enymore theres no point in enything enymore.

Michaelelmore9

@horizon175 
          	  
          	  I'm really sorry to hear that. I know what it's like to lose the person you love the most. It's not easy, it never is. Just know that she's in a better place, watching over you, protecting you. I also want to tell you that life does her better, it may take days, it may take years, but it will get better. I may not be on 100% of the time,  but I'm just a message away if ya need to talk.
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horizon175

I need to tell somebody this and I cant do it in person so I'm posting it here this is also the reason I have stopped updating 
          About 14 months ago when my life was at its hardest I had only one friend her name was hannah and we were both shunned and beated on constant basis we quickly became friends and she made my life so much better but due to my history I couldnt muster up the courage to tell her how I felt (severe anxiety and depression of witch we both had) after a couple months I had finally convinced myself I can do it I was going to tell her on my birthday feburary 22. As February comes around we are both getting more and depressed and she would distance herself from me (witch was weird at the time) I later found out why. She never knew my birthday. She committed suicide. On my birthday an hour before I was going to tell her I loved her. She left a note witch said i could have her journal. She though that I would never love her and she though that she wasnt good enough. She killed herself because of me and i could have stopped it if i had just done something earlier. And I dont know what to do enymore theres no point in enything enymore.

Michaelelmore9

@horizon175 
            
            I'm really sorry to hear that. I know what it's like to lose the person you love the most. It's not easy, it never is. Just know that she's in a better place, watching over you, protecting you. I also want to tell you that life does her better, it may take days, it may take years, but it will get better. I may not be on 100% of the time,  but I'm just a message away if ya need to talk.
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QueenDifferent208

Heyyo
          I read your bio
          Here is my message to you
          
          Dear (Y/N)
          Stay positive and happy.
          Dont think about your sad past
          I know it may be hard
          But never give up
          Because nothing is impossible
          Stay happy.
          Smile for no reason
          And whenever some bad person confronts you
          Just say:
          "We dont accept negative vibes here, move along" #Yolo
          
          Anyways im always here for support 
          And im gonna follow you
          And also im hear to listen 
          If you need to talk 
          All da haters can go hug a cactus...
          
          Ok bye now!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Woo
          That was long.
          Wow i sound like a freakin momma bear
          In reality im just a girl who wants to help the world.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          :)

QueenDifferent208

@horizon175 ok i will
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horizon175

@FelineDaSavage if you want to know why I'm depressed read chapter 3 of what I look like and my horrible past it will explain my depression and a little more about me
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horizon175

@FelineDaSavage true. but try not to get her anger she doesn't like people that much
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Uzumaki2799

Thx for the follow!

Uzumaki2799

There. Sorry. I forgot. XD
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horizon175

@Uzumaki2799 no problem thanks for following back
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fandomgal117

hey, thanks for adding my book to your library and following me. X)

fandomgal117

T^T thanks for reminding me...
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horizon175

@fandomgal117 no problem just remember to update lol
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