Emma

I hope you keep them! I had that problem once, and what I did was save them in my drafts and then look back on them after a while. It inspired me but it didn't work after a while. The thing that helped me the most was writing my first book with nanowrimo. After that I felt invincible since I was able to finish a book, something that everyone thinks its impossible to do. It helped me write my second book and even helped me write lengthier chapters in little time. So yeah, theres a camp nanowrimo in april so I think that could help you. :)

I usually aim for 2-4K. It takes me a while since I rewrite them a lot or come up with new ideas, or simply get writer's block.