andrea

i want, i want, i want but that's crazy
          
          (it's mah birthday!)

Hello,
          
          I have some good and bad news, but mostly good news!
          
          So recently I've had this internal battle with myself because I have wanted to delete one of my stories but it was the most popular one and I just deleted it because well i felt forced to write it but not anymore. The story was The Record Shop and since I know many of you liked it I will put it up in an up coming thing, that I will not tell you guys about it yet.
          
          So as some of you might have noticed (which i absolutely doubt) I have uploaded a new story that is called "Camera" it is a narry/larry story and I plan on writing the most of it this summer.
          
          As for the other works I have:
          
          1. Nerd With A Secret is complete but there is a sequel which has already been uploaded and has already been updated twice. It's called "The Secret's Out" (I came up with the name) and just like NWAS you can find it on @PeasantIShipLarry's account.
          
          2. Flower Boy has just been updated and I think it's close to an ending or maybe not, I'm not sure yet but I will let you guys know.

@horuhn  these links are lovely and I will for sure go there a lot.. (: thanks..

A while ago I was watching zoella's latest Q&A video that is called "Anxiety" and she asked for people to comment stuff that helps with anxiety or panic attacks and I felt the need to show let you guys know that I am here for you and that if you are suffering for either of these two or have depression and related stuff you can talk to me, now I know a couple of sites that help with depression and anxiety so I commented this links on the video and I thought about sharing it with you guys. They are very good and helpful, even if what you need is just a boost of confidece:
          
          1. the quiet place (good when you have an internet addiction): http://thequietplaceproject.com/thequietplace
          2. the dawn room (you are not alone and i love you): http://thequietplaceproject.com/thedawnroom/?page=thedawnroom&lang=
          3. the thoughts room (let it all go): http://thequietplaceproject.com/thethoughtsroom/
          4. it will be okay (for depression): http://thequietplaceproject.com/itwillbeokay/?page=itwillbeokay&lang=
          5. the comfort spot (talk with others who feel the same way): http://thequietplaceproject.com/thedreamsroom/comfortspot
          
          *the last one is for you to interact with other people and fins comfort.

Guys @TeenagedAndCaged changed the name so link:
          
          http://www.wattpad.com/story/17309014-blas%C3%A9-larry

Guys this is literally one of the best fanfic i have ever read, it's by @TeenagedAndCaged. This is the link to it:
          
          http://www.wattpad.com/story/17309014-catalytic-muse-larry

Let's make this a lot more clear so that there aren't any misunderstandings. Justin Bieber and One Direction are very alike but are very different at the same time. They are both the biggest one in the planet and have huge fandoms that might sometimes not get along. BUT they have something that makes them different, Justin is sometimes (most) very arrogant and doesn't only smoke weed or any other kind of drug, he is mean and nasty sometimes and people don't like that. AND I KNOW One Direction aren't angels but they aren't like him and that's why most fans let it pass.

I used to have this user on a secret acc. Haha brings back memories, lol.
          
          Btw, when did u get it lol bc I had it last year but it says that you've been a member since April of '13 lok

@hotteas this is the best description ever. I hadn't even considered writing boyxboy stories until I discovered one direction and it's pretty much all I write now. I stopped reading for about a year but once I discovered one direction and started reading fan fiction it reminded me how much I love to read, and started up my newly renewed love for everything books. It's not just the exterior band,. It's the whole works. Their everything, along with the fans. Some of my best friends that I talk to everyday I met through a common interest of writing, reading, and one direction. I'm so grateful they exist, and this comment is so important. 

Okay. I've thought about it for a little bit.
          
          
          One Direction for me is an inspiration, I think. Whether it's for music, writing, anything - they're a group that I find myself listening to just to boost creativity and even sometimes self esteem. You can listen to their music, and they have such variety from song to song, album to album, even voice to voice that you're hardly ever disappointed. Besides their music though, their personalities are on fire. It's crazy how much of an individual each of them is, despite being in a group act. That alone just sets off so many ideas and thoughts in my head (all appropriate, I promise) immediately. I think they encourage people, young girls especially, to simply be open and push boundaries sometimes. For example, I don't think I ever would have considered writing boyxboy anything if I hadn't discovered the bromances, and now it's 90% of what I write. One Direction is also that idea that - and I think this comes with any heartthrobs - they're the perfect guys, and everybody wants them. But they're different because they are so quirky. I don't know. They just fascinate me. Yeah, I always say I want to marry them, but I think the like is more of an enamoring feeling. Not obsession, but like you know? It's more than just attraction, whether it be to their voices or their faces. Ed Sheeran has the same thing going on, if that makes sense. 
          
          Yeah...okay. I'm not sure if any of this made sense or even answered your question. It's nearly midnight, and I'm exhausted.