I'll prob get disowned by the end of the day :')
I feel like this is the best mistake I'll ever be making in my life. Tbh it's probably easier to fail then actually go through with my plan.
And if I never had done this, I'd never be in this scenario. I waited a full weeks worth of pain just for the grand finale. Either I'll be dead on the spot, dead that night, or I'm going to a correctional facility.