hoseokssi

part two for yours truly is up for y'all lovely people ❤️

hoseokssi

MARCH 22, 2015 • 3:53 PM {start}
          
          Hello everyone! As you can see, I'm back. Thank you for understanding me and gladly, I'm okay now. However, I wasn't able to talk with the backstabbers about the issue. Still, I decided to just let it go. I think one of them felt it to himself that I was holding a grudge against him because he suddenly said sorry and thank you. Of course, I got shocked and asked him why. Yes, he's a boy. Then he said, for everything. So, me being me, I smiled at him and nodded.
          
          Actually, before everything was settled, I was ready to come back for you guys. I don't know why but I felt like I really want to. But luck wasn't on my side. There's this one teacher of mine. He made us do a research about a topic we chose and it MUST be more than 7 pages. That really triggered my stress and depression which was already building up because first I've got campaign [but sadly, I lost] and because of that campaign, I missed a lot on lessons. Going back to the topic, after the research, he told us that we'll be having a defense. Of course, since I was a leader, I told my groupmates to review the research. The day of the defense came. And we were the first one to have the defense in our classroom. The first thing to do was to discuss the topic, and we succeeded. However, when the questions came, my groupmates couldn't answer at least ONE. The teacher said "FIRST QUESTION AND YOU CANNOT EVEN ANSWER IT!?" Of course, me being optimistic, I said sorry and kind of smiled [guilty smile, okay?]. But then he said "just because we're close, you can laugh in front of me.....”. I was shocked. I NEVER THOUGHT OF US BEING CLOSE. I always observe the way I act around teachers and I ALWAYS KEEP A DISTANCE FROM THEM. And he/she'll say we're close?! I was speechless and he suddenly said," you can't answer one, you're wasting my time. You're all zero!"

hoseokssi

I JUST NOTICED RN THAT I TYPED 2015 INSTEAD OF 2016 IM SORRY LOVES
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hoseokssi

            And I thought that time," IT'S TIME TO SET ASIDE BEING A GROUP." So me, being a grade conscious, started to cry and said that I was able to answer his questions for me. Why would he need to set our grades zero?! Like, does he not know we're still 13 or 14 year olds and we also have other projects to worry about and the following week would be examinations? Of course, we can't always focus on his subject. 
            
            And because of that, my plans of going back here was ruined. I was always crying at school everyday because of that. And even though it's vacation right now, I'm still frustrated about that and mad at him.
            
            But ignoring that, I'm glad that I'm fine with everything and I can rest whenever I want. And really, thank you for those who waited and I'm back now!!!! Love you all ❤️
            
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            4:13 PM {end}
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mrsmattchuespinosa

Hey, I saw your note on the tbs imagines. Take your time, I know you can get through it! 
          Those people talking behind your back, don't worry about them. They are behind you for a reason. You're a diamond, they can't break you. The best they can do is wear you down but you will always shine in the end. Don't give up, you just gotta prove those motherfuckers wrong. And if you give up they think they won. DONT let them win. 
          Stay strong. Pm me if you ever want to talk. <3

TomorrowTakesForever

Heyy, so I just noticed something... I have your Thomas Sangster Imagines in my library, and I saw the notification and saw your profile pic and... You like kpop and TBS?! Wow, haha hello! I was a hardcore tbs fan, and since last year I'm into Kpop, so yeah xD hi!

hoseokssi

High five!! :D
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TomorrowTakesForever

Yes! High five... And about your bio, I couldn't agree more; im bts trash too
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hoseokssi

yes actually, i don't just like them... I love them !!! :----) it's nice to know i'm not alone
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