Hi! I'm BoOkWoRm460, and I've come to thank you for your follow.
I know sort of how you feel, as I've been depressed for a while now. I'm getting slowly better, talking to others helps a lot, knowing I'm not alone and I don't have to end it all now, knowing I matter in this world and plenty of people would be upset if I died.
You can get better, I know it.