hotricebowl

Hi. I am just awkward at starting conversation so I'll come straight to the point. I love the dialogues between tae and sky and the words scream out the pain, trust, love, care all in them. I wanted to appreciate your work.

Hi...I know its been a while. Well, make that a long long while. In the middle of uni stuff and a whole pandemic looming over us, I thought that it would be best to finally get this off my chest: I want to start fresh in this account so that means deleting my old work here for good. I'm grateful and sorry to the people who did get to read them. I associate those stories with a not so good part of my life and I just want to be able to move forward from here on out. 
          
          Back then, I didn't think I'd be able to write anything I'd ever consider decent so I just stopped but doing so made me forget why I wrote in the first place: because it was honest to goodness fun. Reading stuff on here again made me remember that. I've written some stuff again (well, mostly poetry on another acc) and I do still want to try writing longer bodies of work—be it for a fandom of interest or original stuff. Quarantine really got me thinking "Hey, we're in what could possibly be a weird af apocalyptic setting so why not give it another shot? Why not write it for me regardless so I can finally stop going over my mental roster of wips for another session of maldaptive day dreaming?"  So here I am, your resident hotricebowl and hopefully I can serve y'all content if you still want.

(Taps mic) Hello? Anyone still here?
          
          Well I’ve been thinking and it’s time I get back to the writing thing again. It took a while due to everything going on (personal wise). But I’m back and feeling marginally better. I may be a little rusty so please bear with me and I’ll do my best to give y’all the content y’all deserve!

Hello there chingu ❤

Follback juseyo~~~~

I know I know...I should've updated something or at least show some signs of activity but I haven't due to certain circumstances. Just know that there is nothing more painful to a content creator than not being able to produce Any content. And Id hate it even more if I put out something half assed. 
          
          I guess what I'm trying to say isn't rlly new. I'd need some time before I can post/upload something in confidence. Thank you and I'm sorry.
          
          All the love,
          Alex

In support of the anniversary of my friend, @CrazyGirrrrl 's story, I decided to pay tribute by making a playlist for my fave dynamic, Minjoon! I was very particular about the songs I put in so here's a breakdown of them
          
          1. I Was An Island - Allison Weiss
          "I was an island
          Before you came along
          Put your boat in my sand
          Your hand in my hand
          Your heart in my songs"
          
          - a slow start. it's like the feeling you get when you realize "oh there you are, all this time"
          
          2. Fools - Lauren Aquilina
          "What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
          And all we have we lose?
          And I don't want you to go but I want you so
          So tell me what we choose"
          - OK I JUST HAD TO ADD THIS CUZ THE LYRICS RLLY FIT THIS PAIR. As the realisation sets in, so does confusion. Where do we go from here? There is so much to feel, should I just let myself feel them? This is really their theme.
          
          3. Do You Feel It- Chaos Chaos
          Do you feel it, do you feel it?
          Do you feel that I can see your soul?
          Do you feel it, do you feel it?
          Do you feel the beat in your heart?
          - carrying that theme of confusion & just wanting something real
          
          4. Bullet - Ann Marr
          "How can I keep myself away
          When I'm falling on for you
          I've never known this kind of love
          I can't help that I'm falling on for you"
          - its just this awareness of the gravity of your feelings & this def fits both, esp on nj's part. Both of them have gone long w/o it & its hitting them full force.
          
          5. Intro: Serendipity
          "All this is no coincidence
          Just, just, by my feeling
          The whole world is different from yesterday
          Just, just, with your joy"
          - ofc how can i forget to include the ultimate collab between these two? the lyrics also fit cuz it talks abt how this serendipitous event led to something greater.
          
          (to be continued)
          
          here's the link: https://open.spotify.com/user/funkyjams18/playlist/32v7k4Dxso9SStg8e7xroD?si=vQHlZJTAQwSs1mlpjUoACg

Happy 100 followers even tho im late ^o^

Watch out for hungry peasants, little riceu! You're precious, keep yourself to yourself. :> ♡

69 followers uwu