i dont have a therapist so im talking to yall, so i have a gf this is my first gf shes dated another girl before for like 2-3 years…(haha)… i overthink A LOT and a recent thought thats been circling around in my mind is the realization that im never gonna be as special to her as she is to me, shes already had her first everything and im just the second girl shes doing this with and i guess idk im just sad and i know i shouldn’t be so like how do i get over this…?